ela(:

2010-06-13T12:42:00.002+08:00

Hey!

Its been like a million years since i last updated my blog. i wasnt busy, i was free but i was simply lazy. always trying to take every single opportunity i have to go out and have FUN!

well, a lil update! im on internship right now. its at punggol cc, but its located at hougang. so much for the name PUNGGOL. -_-'' im doing some kind of admin work. which is really really boring. and lucky me! the internship is only for 1 month. and i dont have to write a report once i returned to school. since my job doesnt require much work. i think i could update it more now, and maybe once this is over. i might be MIA once again ;)

so i went out yesterday, and head down to ZOUK! with hubby, nic & joshua. oh ya! not forgetting JO! ((: but but, the sad thing is only JO went in with some of her other friends, and only us were left out. all out of a sudden, we didnt have the mood to club. so we decided to just chill at kallang oasis and drink till sunrise. and me being the forgetful one, i didnt know that i had to work morning shift today. so yeah, am currently at work typing this havent slept since yest and feeling hungover like shyteeee! aaargh! i wanna head home and sleeeeeep!!! sadly, i cant.

if ure wondering about my hubby and i? we're gonna be 10 months in 4 days time. all im feeling right now that everything happen so fast. it feels like yesterday that i told u guys bout my relationship and suddenly its 10 months. i guess time fly so pass when we're in love. (:

blog again soon!
toodles <3

2010-02-07T05:34:00.003+08:00

its been a busy busy schedule! with projects, tons of it! most of it are still not done yet. pfftt -_- soo many deadlines, most of them are this month. so good luck to me! plus! ive been busy with my baby love too. am proudly to say that we are already 5 months together. and im still in love with him. going out next weekend to celebrate his birthday! which reminds me, i still havent get him anything. but not to worries, shopping with mona on tuesday will be day! hahah (: and i do miss you tooo mona b!! hehee (:

everything else has been alright. obviously we all cant run away from our problems. so there are problems now, which i dont really like. *if it means i get to talk to you again, ill do whatever it takes. im soooo sorry b!* and i do miss talking to uuu.. hmmm =/

apart from that, my life has been blessed. (:

2010-01-08T22:06:00.002+08:00

i really miss blogging ! ! im just so busy recently with tons of school stuffs. err, NOT REALLY! okay, so let me start off with countdown this year! one word! AWESOME! woo! had lotsa fun with baby and his friends. we went to a countdown party called ' GATECRASHER ' . WOW! its an event i cant forget. got out at 6pm and back at 10 the next morning. =P
and then school starts which was a total bummer. but i kinda miss school as a whole. dont know why. i miss those familiar faces and the laughters. so school wasnt so bad for me. there's tons of projects to be done like TPS, LPD and now WFB. pfftt -_- there's no more procrastinating . not anymore! not this year.
i want to start 2010 with a whole different me. i have to start studying and work much harder. easy to say, i have a future to think of. ive met his parents and he met mine. and both of them ask us to work harder. i have to get myself to POLY! and he has decided to continue to U after NS. hmm. so let bygones be bygones. dont let the past catch up on you cuz u wont want to be the same old you (talking about me). mo more doing the same old things, but we can definitely spice things up. ;)

i have alot on my hands right now. my school, my love life, my family and myself. these are the things that i have to focus on this year.

2010-01-03T22:31:00.001+08:00

woohoo!!! this week was freaking AWESOME! this must be one of the best weeks i had in late 2009 & early 2010!

* ill update soon, im just out of time *

2009-12-27T02:05:00.002+08:00

my week has been awesome! so my holidays weren't so bad after all. it all starts after seesha outing with my beloved gfs on 17 dec, celebrating faifai birthday. then a sleepover at mona's hse. our first since like what 6 years??? haha. (: then it was TPS discussion all the way with ayys for a few days. then my cousin and i watched SANTAU, a malay horror movie. and lemme tell u, it was frigging scary! its really goood. my first malay horror movie watched in the cinema. wooo! and and i had lotsa fun with linda and ayys at the esplanade. played 'confession scissors paper stone' which includes slapping. & note to self: watch out for linda's slap! =P thursday was spent beautifully with my B A B Y! ^_^ sssshhhhhh! friday, i did some cleaning the house. and saturday, watched AVATAR! with mummy&baby&yanee&ariff(yanee's bf). the movie was WOW WOW WOW!! i loike! * i see you* heheh.

P/S: 8 months is long, but deep down i know that we are going to get through it together just fine. as long as you love me, and i love you. and with a lil bit of faith, we are going to be alright. i just know it baby. 4 months may seem short, but my love for you can never be compared with just 4 months. its definitely more than that. hmmm. (:

i miss you

2009-12-13T16:06:00.003+08:00

geez! i didnt even know that i can miss you this much. the thought of you being miles and miles away from me makes me miss you even more. it makes me yearn for your touch on my skin. the chill that run down my spine everytime i feel you breathing on my neck. the sound of your voice whispering in my ear saying ' i love you '. the kisses on my cheeks and my forehead before you send me off. those tight hugs you love to do. the licks on my right hand while we're holding hands.

everytime i recalled these lil things we do, it makes me smile. i realize now how much i need your presence in my life, it also change me to learn to treasure every moment we had together. yes, its short. and yes i might throw tantrums at you randomly everytime i knew the night is going to end. * p/s : im sorry! ;) * but i learn to appreciate you more.

* the distance is what makes the heart grow fonder (: well said bby. . .

HAPPY !

2009-12-12T23:49:00.004+08:00

the holiday i went recently wasnt the best one ive had so far. was one of the worse. i didnt get to shop for anything at all. NADA ! ! urgh -_- we went to KL on thurs and genting the day after. and we ended our holiday one day earlier. which is today, last stop at malacca before we head back home in JB. pfftt. the only memories ive taken home from this holiday were wearing the sweater my bby bought for me for my birthday ( see last pic ) and buying that beanie. thats it! hmp. nevertheless, i get to spend some quality time with my nieces! its been so so so so long. and i missed them. long story cut short, family problems. =/

anyway, i missing my b's from sch. ayys, linda and natt! and mona too! not forgetting. .obviously, my biggest b of all. my saaaaayang saaayang! chey! it has only been days but the missing is killing me mayn. not literally lah, emotionally. hahaha. dont know when i get to see his gundu face again ;) , hear his funny 'malaysian' accent he does, the hugs, the kisses and when i finally get to spend time with him. . aaarggh! i miss all of this. :(

ps: i miss my cute & crazy BIG teddy bear! hmmmm. .

2009-12-06T21:57:00.003+08:00

ohmygod! i feel so sick today. like i was having a fever. well, i cleaned up my house and did some packing for my trip to genting. i know! again! hahah. we'll be going off on thurs till sunday. i think. & yes! ill be skipping 2 days of school. but what the hell. the holidays are almost here, might as well push it earlier. right? ;)

this week was great! exams are finally over. phew! haha, did my roleplay with aishah. and i really think it was more to comedy than showing off good customer service. hahah. baby and i went to the movies and had my first B&J's ice cream (yummy!) on friday. we watched 'ZOMBIELAND!'. and lemme tell you. it was hilarious! a really funny show. apparently, there are rules on how to protect yourselves from the zombies & oh! poor bill murray! ;)

* ive been thinking alot lately. whether all this are worth it or is it not. im not sure of myself. ive been having these doubts that im not really sure what they are. i get worried easily. i get angry easily. i get all moody so easily too. but i dont know why. i dont know whether what im going thru right now made me change the way i am. and the way things are, the way i think. its as if im not myself anymore. its hidden somewhere inside me. im not sure whats right or wrong. i dont think im in the right state of mind. pffttt -_- im trying not to think about it and pretend that it was me being paranoid, i did. but its not working. i wanna be alone for awhile. i just wanna think straight ! i just want to be away. hmmm =/ the upcoming holidays might be a good alone - time for me.

to: my dearest hyprocrites

ive known you people for 18 fucking years of my life. never once i regret knowing you guys. never! you guys are the closest to me, and it meant alot to me. the other reason might be cuz blood runs in the veins. so i dont really have a choice. but knowing you guys have make me realize what a lying, backstabbing bitches you guys are. never fails to bud in other people's life. cuz thats what you guys are good at. never fails to break a promise. never know the true meaning of what secret is. i trusted u, and this is what i deserve. my mum is right, i should never trust them. it was my mistake. i guess i just wanted to prove her wrong, just wanted to prove her that u are not what u are. guess i was wrong. tried so hard for trying. and its all gone to waste. from this day forward, you guys are not a part of me anymore. u guys mean absolutely nothing to me. PERIOD!

2009-11-30T01:37:00.002+08:00

this week is frigging awesome, just because i got to meet my lovely boyfie like 4 times in a week. which never happens before. haha woohoo ~ ~ ~ although we fought alot too that week, its for the best. (: i know. then saturday, i got to spend time with my bitches on a fun-filled event, AIDS DAY. its for our LPD project. the walk was fun fun fun! and the guy up here is like the hottest actor, FAHRIN AHMAD. met him earlier this day. he's like so buff and HOT. and . . hari raya haji was the best one ive had. cuz again i get to spend more quality time with my dad's cousins. they were like hilarious, pictures will up soon soon. once akmalina uploaded on FB. hehehe (:

I LOVE THIS WEEK! (:

toodles!

2009-11-28T02:09:00.002+08:00

HAPPY 3rd MONTH BABY!

it hasnt been that long but we've been thru alot and i know it wont just stop there.

it will continue this way, but we're going to face it with a better front.

no more giving up, no more heartbreaks.

its not easy, but i know we're going to pull through.

cuz after every fight, our bonds become stronger.

we know each other better.

and our love for each other deepens.

wells, thats what we thought.

i love you my double cheeseburger.

it has always been that way.

never the thot of leaving you crossed my mind.

i promised, and i shall remember it as long as i live.

i miss you, your warm hugs, your sweet kisses and even your random licks.

i miss all of it. (:

you are the door to my happiness dear.

i love you.

2009-11-27T23:52:00.002+08:00

- I dont know why im feeling this way,

it feels so right and wrong at the same time.

If it means letting go of you,

i think im ready for it -

2009-11-22T05:28:00.004+08:00

- Life does not always go the way u wanted it to be, but how it turns out to be is the beauty of life -

sometimes i just wish it could be better.

im just tired of the drama.

2009-11-22T01:12:00.002+08:00

i admit i havent been updating my blog. ive been busy plus im not really with my laptop 24/7. thats a bummer. i really miss typing on it. wee~ hahaha. wells, meeting with the girls on friday was awesome! its been such a long time and i miss them loads! esp my B!!!! (fyi, not him) kan kan? heee =) tests is coming up and i havent even start a thing yet. pffttt! what to do? i think arhs im starting soon ( wait! its a must! ) hahaha. ermmm, meeting up with my bby on wed was great. gawd! never knew i miss him that much until i saw him. bby said he has a surprise for me so im still waiting for it! hmmmm.... and yes! ive watched paranormal activity. its a must watch movie! the storyline is easy to guess but the thrill is there. hahah. best watched in the movies, not pirated CD! aite? basically, life has never felt so much better! everything is going the way i like it, and i really want it to stay that way. at least for a lil while. lemme enjoy the view while its still worth watching. . .

ps: loving you wasnt all that easy, but i would love to try. cuz i know i do love u very much deep inside.

2009-11-07T10:12:00.002+08:00

my days are well spent this week. well except for school though. i skipped a few lessons here and there. pfftt! guess my old days are back! and its not goood! i have to change! for the sake of my relationship and myself in the future! chey! =P but its true lah somehow, hahaha (:

went shopping for 2 days straight! wooo! awesome or what? tell me about it! bought myself a hell lots of stuffs! not really but quite alot too. thanks to mummy for bringing me shopping! (i think i have been good uh, thats why. ^_^ ) erm, lemme see. a bag, a dress, a ring, earrings, a skirt, my eyeliner and perfume frm espirit! weee~~ everything costs about a 102 bucks! alot huh! (:

meeting baby later in the evening and i wonder why im up so early today. pfftt! but its alright. i have lots and lots of time to get ready, gyeah? i MISS him alot alot! (:

toodles!

2009-11-01T03:27:00.002+08:00

i want to be the smile, the first thought,

the long drive, the short walk, the last voice,

the random call, the laugh, the perfect kiss, the

comfort hug, your second half, the sparkle in

youe eye, the everything you need.

JUST WHAT U WANT

i want to be yours (:

i love you my shayang!

always have, always will.

and wont stop loving you.

toodles! (:

2009-10-27T20:34:00.002+08:00

SENTOSA (241009) outing was awesome! wee~~ i love it! one of the best beach outing ive ever had. we all went crazy ! hehehe. i love you my beautiful & wonderful bs! we all got back safely home at ard 12 am. tell me about getting shagged out ! gawd! hahaha, but its the best! should do it again sometime. okok? i guess thats it. (: 10 NOV eh babe? wooo~ hahaha.

toodles!

i miss my real b! (:

mwah mwah!

2009-10-17T14:12:00.002+08:00

i skipped alot of lesson this week. well, except for wednesday. i was in school the whole time. hahah. this is bad, i will try and reduce it! i promise! im trying not to skip lessons next week. TRY arhs! hahahah (: anw, yest was uberly fun. got to spend time with all my 3 gundus! ayysbby! nattdarls! and babyLOVE! hehehe (: dyed my hair yesterday! wee! the colour turns out so well. 'liese', go and try this brand! hahaha. and now i look like 'ah-lian'.. haiyo! more chinese, less malay. spend time with bby from 6 to 11pm! and i still havent got enough of him yet.. ):

im going off to GENTING HIGHLAND tonight! (: which means fun fun fun! hahahah.

toodles!

miss you love. (:

2009-10-14T18:12:00.003+08:00

aarrghh!! school is boring!! can i not go school anymore? hahaha. the timetable for this semester was okay, i guess. hmm, better than the last one. =_= right now , im at ayysbby's house! ! hahaha. just chilling and stuffs ! weee~~ and guess what?! i just cut my hair. woo! its really different but its still long uh. hahaha. k lah bye! lazy to blog. and i miss my bby gundu! talk to me soon, okeh? love you b! mwah mwah! (:

toodles!

2009-10-11T20:54:00.002+08:00

shoots! im missing this asshole here alot lah! its been already 2 weeks. 2 weeks of just texting & talking on the phone. lemme tell you, its not enough! =P hahaha, i wanna meet u lah bby! pretty please? love has been busy with ns, & im busy with stuffs. when he got time, i got none. and vice versa. pfftt! boring!! =_= maybe meeting him next sat to sentosa! wee~ hahahaha. (:

haiyo! tmrw is the day when hell starts to break loose! school! urgh! 9 long torturous weeks in school! somebody save me~~~ heheheh (: here it goes again, study, friends & ... blah blah blah! i want my holidays again! hahahah, k bye!

toodles!
mwah mwah! ((:

2009-10-10T03:22:00.003+08:00

great day! had a wonderful wonderful time with ana baby! how i miss spending time with her while i was stayong in singapore, now that i move in JB. things just have to change. and i hate it! wish things could fall back into place as soon as possible! pfftt! did some shopping again! me and shopping is two names combined. (:weee~ hahaha. i have to wake up at 7.15 am just now, lemme tell you~ i really couldnt make it cuz i slept like 5 plus!! so sleepy but thanks to 2 cups of coffee that i had at mccafe & this shop at JB. im all wide awake now! WOOHOO~~~~~~~~~

never thought i could love the you the way i do now. (:

toodles! (:

2009-10-08T00:46:00.002+08:00

'Take every moment, you know that you own them.

Its all you can do, use what's been given to you'.

-Lenka ( Live Like you're Dying )

2009-10-07T00:38:00.003+08:00

rayer outing on last friday this year was awesome! i get to see everyone. weee~~ hahaha (: guess what? i miss them all already. there's lots & lots of pics! go fb if u wanna see, alright? ((:

SATURDAY with baby was unforgettable!! went to the movies and watched funny people, should go watch. recommended. then we went to east coast and take a stroll along the beach. it was nice getting to see him again after a week and a half. overall, i love that night. he gave me a handmade card which was romantic & sweet lah, so he says. hehehe =D back home at 10pm.

my last week was great! had an awesome time with the people i love. i guess thats it. cant believe school is starting soon. wahlau! just hope the next semester wouldnt be so badd! bye! *forgive me for my limited vocabulary. lols!

toodles!

love you my double bby cheeseburger!

2009-10-01T02:40:00.005+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BIG BRO!!

may you be blessed with happiness and love all year round!

and abg fieedaus, you promised! ((: mwah mwah!

like it was planned, i went out with linda darling and natt to orchard for SHOPPING!! but it didnt turned out that way! they gave me a surprise advance small birthday party!!! oooh, they were so sweeeeett!!!!! i love you lah my sayang sayang!! never in my life i was surprise like that! ooohh, i like!! hahaha (: linda ended up bringing me to TAKA to meet with natt who has a birthday cake with her!! yes!! i was surprised with a birthday cake. hahah, but we didnt cut it today. hmm.. but it was perfect!! we ate at TAKA then we were chilling outside TAKA when a group of hairdressers approach us to ask us to become their model lah. but we didnt take much pics lah! pfftt! should have! but long story cut short!

I HAD ONE OF THE BEST NIGHTS IN MY LIFE!

i love you LINDA AND NATT bby!! really i do!
including the new frens i met just now.

aishah (linda' sis), nana and ina!

teehee ((:

2009-09-30T03:32:00.003+08:00

i went out with yanne to far east plaza & orchard ion!! had lotsa lotsa fun! ((: there's so much things i bought! i enjoyed the day to the max! till i dont know that i actually spent half of my savings! yes, its goneeee!!! urgh! i bought myself a bag, shoe, blouse and a necklace. one suit oi! hahaha. :) going to wear it for my date this saturday, hahaha, wow wow! since bby said its going to be special, it gotta be nice. right? hehehe (: cannot wait lah sey!

im not going clubbing with nikki today! urgh! well, had some problems with bby! he said i couldnt go, he's not letting me. he explain to me everything, & i finally understood him! LONG STORY! hmm, im so sorry babe! i wish i could go! instead, im meeting with linda & natt to orchard. AGAIN! but at least i can see them uh! hahah (: k lah bye!

toodles!

its almost 6 am yet im not asleep! (:

2009-09-28T03:10:00.004+08:00

HAPPY 1 MONTH-SARRY baby! (:

although its just one month, it felt like a year since we've been together. so many things happened. both good and bad & some are purely indescribeable. but i love every moment of it. i swear! (: heheh. & right now, i just cant wait to see you again. yes! its been a week plus. (u win!) LOL! i love you, b! always do & always have.

gosh! im getting mushier by the day! urgh! not me not me!! see lah, got boyfriend, getting softer already! LOL ((: hehehe. anyway, could be going in to s'pore on wednesday! wee~~ cant wait lah! maybe gg clubbing on wed wth nikki! and yes! its my first! (can mummy?) hehehe ((: thurs, gg to jannah's open hse with nikki! and friday! going rayer's outing with the 4ns! wow! its been so long, miss every single one of them! (: hehe (: and saturday! plans with bby! wow! my week are booked! but i like! hehehe. (: woohoo! (:

toodles!

glad everything work out between us. mwah! ((:

2009-09-26T22:25:00.007+08:00

i feel a whole lot better now, thanks to a few sweet gfs of mine. you know who you are. i love you all. thank you so much. & thanks so much for being there for me. (:

i never think of it that way, i was just being foolish and being stupid. again! lol! i guess from sitting at home too much and doing nothing at home really brings out the worse in me. all i do is think, think and think!! and see where it leads me? negative thoughts! all i need now is some fresh air, my sweet gfs and cigarettes will make me all better. (: to relax my mind, body and soul.

and to my sweet & crazy lil baby gundu, im sorry if i ever doubted you. im sorry i never trusted you. im sorry i never believe u. u told me to trust you, but i didnt even give it a lil try. i admit i was wrong. all those times u said those three words & eight letters, and all i reply you was okay. im sorry.. i guess i just wasnt ready to say it to you. like to your face, maybe not yet. you are sweet for not leaving me, you are too kind to be angry with me everytime i said okay, to be with me, you are being patience and to endure my stupid and unnecessary lil tantrums, you are being crazy. hehehe. (: for that...

i promise to you this, on 3rd october 2009.

i will take your hand in mine, and you will turn to look at me, i will look into your eyes, bring your face closer to mine and ill whisper those those three simple yet meaningful words to your ears.

'baby, eventhough i didnt say it to you but it doesnt mean i dont. i always have and always will love you. i love you sayang.'

2009-09-26T03:41:00.002+08:00

'i was crying, but no one was there to wipe my tears'

'im finally giving up

i guess this it

im on the verge of breaking down

im tired of plastering a fake smile'

2009-09-24T01:59:00.004+08:00

'If loving you takes a long time, can i just stop loving you?

Because i'm simply afraid of falling in love again

If its heartache i keep getting.

Then i guess i should stop falling in love at all'.

Right? ):

2009-09-22T20:51:00.002+08:00

SELAMAT HARI RAYA TO ALL.
both days of rayer has been awesome for me. apart from the fact that every year the money is the same. no less no more. but this year, the bond between cousins has been so so much better than those other years. we're much closer to my daddy's side of the family which never happens before. yup! i know! pfftt!

right now, im just alone at this big house. with nothing to do, cuz im done watching GOSSIP GIRL season 3. i cant even text baby cuz my m'sia prepaid has run out of credits. LOL! hahaha. and no fun people is actually online now. let the mugging begins....... -_-

toodles! (:

2009-09-16T20:50:00.010+08:00

i love them!!!

my newly pierced ears! ouch!!

just me and my headphones otw to ayer hitam!

a day out with cousin to geylang! weee~~~

break-fast with cousin/sister at m'sia pizzahut!

on mummy's birthday 040909

me and my sis otw to ayer hitam! haha. LOL!

waiting for my dad to finish werk!
when boredom strikes! ((:

break-fast with baby P1

at KFC with bby P2

just me lah! (:

and more of me! ((: weeee~~~

so yeah, i finally did my piercings today! but unfortunately, i can only do 2.. urgh! ill continue my mission when im back in singapore! teehee ;) well, i get to meet baby today. he's such a sweetheart to accompany me all the way to woodlands just to meet my cousin & go back JB. i LOVE you. i guess everything has went smoothly these days. i like! finally got my baju raya! and its PURPLE!! i want it red!!! boohoo! ): and now im bored cuz im done with cleaning, facebook-ing, and basically watch tv. i guess it leaves me with me and my music!! booooo!

well, rayer is coming and trust me when i said i just dont feel the heat of it. not even abit. am i just too old for this or the feeling is just not there anymore??? u tell me. im trying to keep this in mind..

'life is not too short for rayer!!'

at least im looking forward to the money and of course! meeting my cousins lah. teehee ;)
hahaha. OK! thats just lame. i kinda miss my ITE mates and SEC SCH bitches! i guess i have to meet them after rayer uh! and ayysbby, where'd u go? i miss u lah seyy!!!. ):

oh yarhs!! i so wanna watch GOSSIP GIRL S3!!!
i think im just going to wait for the whole season to finish and im SO SO buying the dvds.

oh yeah! (:

and and i love chuck bass.

xoxo ((:

2009-09-13T01:11:00.003+08:00

a hell lots of stuffs happened in this one week.. some are good, some are bad and some are just indescribeable. i have been spending alot of my time with my baby boy. teehee. (: he has been the sweetest. taking his time off just to meet me. although he's busy with 'stuffs'. thks sayang. love you!! so baby decided to change our date to 170809. he said the previous one is just not nice. not worth remembering. well, i have to agree. so now its 170809. haha.

in a nutshell, everything has been alright. things are finally falling back into place. daddy has been the sweetest, finally he bought me the headphones. which i wanted it so much. the onto headphones and its pink!! special edition oi! hehehe (: thks daddy. and and finally i get to buy ciggies from malaysia and it only costs me what? RM9? how cheap is that. i guess ill start buying more from here. hahah LOL!

mummy has nagging about lots of stuffs. blame it on hari rayer and menopause. haha (: finally i told my mum about me having a job, and she agrees! yay! but but with one condition. half of my pay goes to her. and guess what? i agreed to it. hmm, so.. im going to get my ears pierce friday. woohoo!! cant wait. i hope i can do all 5 piercings at the same time. wish me luck?? pray for me.. muahahah. ((:

OKAY! bye..

2009-09-09T00:26:00.002+08:00

I HATE IT!!! i hate life to be precise. i just dont like it if things dont go my way. but WTH? who does? u tell me. im having my holidays, so let me just have a little fun.. i wanna go out, have fun and let me *insert any vulgar word* live a little. ive been tolerating with you since the day i know ALL your *insert any vulgar word* dirty lil secrets. what
you have done to my family. u think i like u now? NO! NEVER!! i regret being nice to you, being such an angel infront of you. so u wont feel how much my family hates you. but just now, u just blew it.. BLEW IT!!

right now, all im thinking is how much i regret living in JB. sucks to the core man! it really screw my life up. AARRGGH!! living here is so much better.. with my friends around me and its much easier for me to get around. gawd!! why must my life turns out this way? i just wish i could turn back time. and back to where i was before all this. please somebody. i just wish everything would work out. i wanna talk to my parents about this. wish me luck pple?

spend time with baby yesterday, instead of studying. so naturally, i blew off my POA paper. and my BZE too. gyeah, im basically screwed and dead. just wait for my results which will show a huge F on it. just wait for it.. hmm.. so baby and i talked alot yesterday. basically about our past, present and the future. baby, i really need you to trust me on this. ok bby? i love you.. i really mean it this time.((:

2009-09-02T21:03:00.002+08:00

AVA GARDNER.. i just love how her eyes speaks a thousand chapters of what she goes thru in life. yes, she maybe a hollywood superstar & have all the money in the world. and every effing thing on what people like us yearns for. but she is still a human being. just like us. who goes through every hardships just like us. i know its random but i just admire her.. alot. ((:

okay, truth to be told. im missing my baby so much. didnt text him for days already. all because he's in camp now.. & i was being a part time malaysian. HAIYO!!!! he's booking out on friday but still i cant see him. im meeting him next friday, i guess.. aarrgghh!! cannot lahh like this.. so loooonnggg!!! be patience, nabila. hahaha. (: baby's BMT is ending next week, then i can see him all i want.. yay yay!! ((: hahaha. at least for a week.. hmm...

okay, i was not in school today. due to my laziness & not being punctual.. i know its a bad habit and all. but i dont think i can change yet, at least not so soon.. hmm.. i think i need professional help lah. hahaha. (: okok.. *too dramatic.. i know i know.. && exams are next week and i havent start a thing. not a single page i read or do any of those revisions. im being my usual self.. a big time PROCRASTINATOR.. i have to start soon. i miss my role play today, doing it tmrw. wish me luck? & i dont even know the script.. HELP!!

toodles! (:

2009-09-01T13:31:00.003+08:00

Bellabby! (: hahah.
me and my bby.. <3

bellabby and monadarls

bellabby & fairuzhuns!

the souls that always brighten up my day (:

yesterday was awesome! i finally get to see my babes/bitches. hahah. (: i was referring to my secondary school mates. urgh! i miss them all already. pls meet up again soon, gyeah? (: again! i went to another outing where there are missing pple.. INCOMPLETE outing! though not all was there yesterday. i understand some have school and such.. but it was still fun. cam-whored through the day at T1 rooftop.. (: yeah! i visited my secondary school, meet some teachers. shocked that many are not there already. hmm.. watched the concert which was alright for me.. (:

then i went off to meet my baby at 5.. went to East coast, hang around there for a lil while till buka time, we talk and laugh. and off we go to simpang bedok cuz baby craves for mutton chop. & i ended up eating maggi goreng chicken. which i didnt finish it. teehee & thks baby for the treat. (: after that, went back to East coast and hang around there. i know.. AGAIN?! till 9 plus. hahaha.

meet my sis at GEYLANG and off we went back home to JB. alot of stuffs happened yesterday which was bitter-sweet for me. some of them are nice remembering, some of them are not worth knowing. but baby, no matter what. i still do very much love you. (:

toodles!

i love you, i really do.

2009-08-30T15:53:00.002+08:00

im happy. im glad. im happy that im with you now after 1 year. im glad that we get to spend our time together before i had to go back JB. *sobs ): 280809, ill always remember it. K baby? and i hope u do too. Right now, im officially with Fadil Ariffin. teehee (: he is just the sweetest thing. baby, i love you. and im missing you alot right now. we went to Henderson Waves that night. it was beautiful apart from the fact that a group of pple were noisy. Urgh! haha.. it was one of the best night i had. (: i love you..

before everything of this magical thingy happen, i went out with my classmates for break-fast! at arab street. it was alright. although not everyone was there, but it was fun. met up with ayysbby and my dad send us to bugis. walk around & did some window-shopping. ALOT of stuffs i wanna go buy. Mona/ayys/ana, teman me can? ((: heheh. after i eat and all, me and ayys went off early, like 8 plus. cuz i had to meet fadil. drop ayys at bugis and i went to meet fadil. sorry baby for being late. teehee, u know me. never punctual.. then he decided that we went to Henderson Waves, so he drove us there. get there, and that was when all the magical thing happen.. ((:

okay, so im going to my sec school tmrw with my friends. and after that, its either i go out with my friends or go meet up with baby. hmm ???? baby is going back in on wednesday morning. he's taking mc today.. although he is perfectly alright. hahah. (: and im soo bored at home right now. cant text baby.. NOT FAIR!! who ask me become 'malaysian'.. Haiyo!!

Klah. Toodles!!!! (:

2009-08-24T20:03:00.004+08:00

Hello, fasting month is no different for me from any other month. i guess the eating less habit that ive been doing for the past few months really help. Yip-ppee. ((: few days of fasting was great, just that when im schooling. i tend to be alot more tired and sleepy. i slept just now during POA, the most important module. Just because its the only module that u actually study/learn something new. Haiyo! how to cope, i tell you. at least im okay with it luh. not that bad, not that good. avearge poa student. *okay, im blabbering.

just now i had POA (software) exam, it was quite okay lah. (: do-able. not that hard, not that easy. then i had to rush off, to meet my daddy in the parking lot! boring!!! cant go home with ayysbby and abg! alah!! my dad lah, urgh!! i just had to pass him his shiggy then had to go home with him. why want send me? i dont want lah! (: aaarrgghhh!!!

hahaha, enough of that. fadil is in the jungle now. i hope he's alright. fyi, he is in NS now. based at tekong.. i hope he came back in one piece on friday. haha. gawd! i miss him like alot alot. maybe seeing him this friday, not sure yet. cuz im breaking-fast with my classmates this friday at saiful's house. at PASIR RIS!! ((: and fadil lives there. teeeheee...... dont know lah eh...

OK! im off to do my POA hmwk now!

toodles!

*happy fasting and happy enduring all the old bad habits.. hahah. (:
just like ME! wooOoOO!!! ((:

2009-08-22T16:09:00.004+08:00

FINALLY FASTING MONTH IS HERE!

its time to get myself two size smaller, gyeah! haha. no lah. fasting month is the time where u repent and do all the good deeds, no? i dont know... i think my time was well spent this week. i spent my days schooling. and not going off halfway and miss out any lessons. right? if i remember lah. haha. thursday, we celebrated azreen's birthday with a pizza cake. which was sweet. next is my birthday, kan? teehee, no lah.. (:

yesterday was great, met up with fadil. and it was great. finally we meet, after 1 year of contacting thru texts. we went to marina barrage.. and spent our time there. till 10 plus. he sent me to my dad's workplace... and that was it. i miss him lots already.. :(

and fyi. this is not the guy who i am referring to all this while thru my posts. that guy? has been long forgotten.. yerp! (: i know i sound like a bitch, but im not. i dont think so. i admit that i have been contacting with some guys but its not what u guys think it is. im not like that. im just a girl finding for true love and happiness. but heartbreaks is all i get in return. is this fair? u tell me. im just trying to settle down with a guy i truely love and thats it. is it too much to ask? but i know, my time will come soon. im just waiting for it to happen. ((:

okay, im going to help my mum out now.
toodles! (:

TAG! (:

HAPPY FASTING TO ALL MY MUSLIM FRIENDS!!!!!!!!!!!!! (:

2009-08-19T08:50:00.006+08:00

Hello!! first thing first, i MISS you.. this time i really mean it. you went and left me deserted.. i dont know where u went cuz apparently you didnt tell me. there are many questions that i want to ask. i dont know where to start nor how to end it. i need you badly baby.. i really do.....

BBQ went great! it was awesome. i had tons of fun but sadly not with the people im hoping to have fun with. its all random pple.. like my bro's friend, Zaki who i think its married and 30 years of age & look really hot.. & dini! my new friend that i made. haha. she very kecoh larhs! (: hahah. then it was monday, a very mundane day i tell you.. last part of the day, it was HORRIBLE.. i got to know the most biggest secret that i really dont want to know about. but thanks lil'bro for telling me. now i finally understood.. everything.. tuesday was definitely not awesome. starts school at 12, end at 4. & i have to go back JB. hmm. BORING!

i know its a few but what to do.. haha, never take pictures.. i was too busy helping and setting up the whole thing, gosh! i never knew that i had to do everything. and abang! i want my upah! hahahah. (: *you know i want it...* anyho, going to school now.. byee!!!!

toodles!

PS: its all very shitty now.

i dont like myself now.

i think ive change.

am finally realising who i am now

you know what? i dont like what ive become..

GOOD GIRL GO BAD

2009-08-16T00:15:00.002+08:00

HECTIC LIFE.. HECTIC SCHEDULE...
GAWD!!! there are no words to describe everything that has been happening to me..
to be honest, i hate every part of it.. EVERY PART!! i just want it end A.S.A.P.. ive been praying to god, asked him what have i done wrong to deserve all this. cuz i dont think my heart could take it any longer. sometimes it just feels like bursting out... that is how painful it is.. it is in a very critical condition... i just need someone to heal it for me with love and true happiness.. im guessing that is all my heart yearn for. (:

yesterday (FRIDAY) was very tiring, starts my day with school as usual.. and im finally done with my presentation. it went well, i tell you. agree with me? hahah. my friends were there for me. FRONT ROW.. hahaha. it kept me smiling thru the whole thing. lindadarls did great! (: finally, its done! *another obstacle yg sudah ku tempuhi*.. hahaha. then went back to Jb with cousins which was for me enjoyable.. went back in at 0300am... sleptover at my cousin's house..

right now(SATURDAY), im at my bro's house preparing for the bbq tmrw. im trying my best to stay awake for the whole thing since im sleeping late tonight and waking up early tmrw... hahah. (: wish me luck? im hoping for everything to went well..

*Baby, come back! (:
i really need u this time..
cuz i need my stuff back.....
BASTARD!!!!!!!!

2009-08-13T15:23:00.004+08:00

eh hello, im in school now. its been long since i last updated my blog from school. my days in school are pretty much fun because i have all the right people. ayysbby,natthoney, ellisya, jannah, humai, ain, deanna, faiszah and everyone. sorry if i miss anyone out. tag me if i do. okok? yesterday was fun but so tiring because when im in Singapore. i just cant force myself to sleep early. haiyo baby!! how arhs?? ok! yesterday i spent the whole day with HER!! everyday her... naik jelak! hahaha... (referring to ayysbby). go do POA, taught her POA. then go CUT hair with her. then go her house do BZE. but whatever it is, thanks for everything!! kk babe? LOVE you banyak banyak...

MONAdarls!!!! where you man? senyap jek... when to meet me nie? I MISS UU like crazy already. dont uu miss me babe? tak kan... sedih nyer!!! so sad, monabby dont love me no more.. somebody just kill me please.... *so the drama*

babybaby, i miss you. it is so nice to hear your voice last night. like finally baybeh! (: chey chey! hahaha, when to meet me baby? i want go sentosa.. kk? ok enough of baby! talked too much about him already.. i dont want talk to him no more. just like monabby..!

hahahaha, toodles!!! (:
Like in FB, never punctual is almost an addiction..
procrastination is already an addiction..
being punctual is never an addiction..
mwarks!

2009-08-11T23:14:00.002+08:00

hello!!! so my weekends werent so bad lah. did i mention that i went to KOTA TINGGI on sunday, 9 August 2009. Hahah, i know i was so obsessed with the shoe that i didnt even mention it. U know what? It was SUPERB! other than me, blending in with the nature. Have i told you guys that that i NEVER EVER liked the nature. all the ants, grass, sands.MAJOR eeewww! Yeah i know, you guys will remind me about the SENTOSA trip with the class. Yada yada yada. I was suffering in silent, okeh? Hahahah. Yes! U could call me a PAMPERED, MATERIALISTIC girl. U know what? Yes i am! (: i dont know why i dont even like those stuffs. & just to add, i dislike (HATE, teehee) cats! another thing that i simply,....... URGH!!!

So i went to KOTA TINGGI with my cousin/s... Just Yanne, my sis, my nieces and I. Although it was just us(a small little group), the excitement was there. Played the slides and all. Eat and eat! (: Haiyo! teehee. (: *pictures of the me on the slides and all will be updated soon..

monday was okay too, have to wash my car. chey mine sey! (: duh! i practically took care of it. unlike my lazy dad. chey chey! hahaha. (: it is my responsibility now. once i got my driver's license. im so gonna drive that car. YES dad! i will!!! my dad promised me to take the theory test before my birthday and once i pass it, i could take the test after my birthday. cool-lio or what. hahah. (: cannot wait lah sey! *hope that i can drive the car during shool next year..

today was chilling for me. ayysbby and lindadarls werent there. miss them lots lah sey! haha. lucklily natt was there. if not.... (: but but, after school i met up with ayysbby. went to century square to buy my laptop casing, billabong tau!! hahah. and to buy my mum's new number. thks babe! for accompanying me. head to reservoir and finish up what was unfinished. like BZE and CMB. back at 1030pm.

when you werent there, i feel so lost. my mind just cant think straight. i lost my focus in everything i do. oh my!!! why? my mind is flooded with thoughts of you... right now, i just have to be optimistic. you are busy with your work, okeh nabila? and gf like me would understand that. get that in your head!!!! alright? i am being paranoid! just plain paranoid... friends: help me get that inside my head. kk? (:

*presentation, case study. tmrw tmrw! aarrgghh!!!!

toodles! (:

2009-08-09T23:03:00.004+08:00

SHOES SHOES SHOES!!!!!!

i just want to buy them all. pretty pretty please?

at least by the end of this year.

these shoes up here are all my faves!!!

arent they just the cutest?

they are from NIKE, VANS & DOC MARTENS.

they are a lil expensive but who cares.

cuz they are HOT!!

i admit that i can go a lil goo-goo-gaa-gaa on shoes.

but i just cant help myself.

splurge my money on this.

its all oh-so worth it....
right right? teehee.

((:

*mummy!! i WANT them!!!

toodles! (:

TAG ME!

2009-08-09T02:30:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!!!!!!!!!!!!!

today is officially NATIONAL'S DAY. (:

YAY!

Singapore has spent 44 years of being independant.

and i am proud of it! (:

i know its stupid to say this but i really want to.

'sorry for not being in Singapore but at home in JB instead'.

hahaha. (: LAME!

im still up doing my slides. i wanna sleep but i wanna finish it up.

haiyo! what to do? and while finishing it up.

i still have time to blog, AGAIN!

crazy, right? hahaha.

-edited-

okay lah.

im off to bed now. (:

toodles! (:
*love comes unexpectedly......

2009-08-08T22:38:00.002+08:00

these are the people who make me laugh all day.

who make me want go school.

although how much i said i wanna quit school and give up.

they're the ones who pull me up again.

for that, i would like to thank them. (:

to add, i LOVE every single one of them.

we are great, just the four of us.

we are always together.

and minding our own business.

-according to 1st pic-

*natt, linda, bell, ayys*
hearts alot alot. <3

today was a bore.

all i do is sleep. haha. i do this because i am trying to replace the hours of not sleeping well in Singapore. not that im a lazy pig ey. haha. (:

right now im trying to continue on my slides.

so many datelines, so little time.

but this is school. (:

soo....

toodles!

alot alot missing pple. (:

2009-08-07T18:23:00.003+08:00

GAWD!!
IM BORED!!! not really actually. cuz i have to finish up my presentation slides. HAIYO! and not forgetting my BZE case study. yerp, another one. then then, i have to start revising for my exams. cuz its in a month time. i dont have much confidence in passing it with flying colors but i will believe in myself in just passing it. Get what i mean?
Hahaha.

Me and my mummy is better now.
& it has never been great!
Yay!

My feelings for you are..
There are no words to describe what i have with you.
Is it mutual or is is something else?
No one will ever agree that physical contact is the way.
the way for everything to.....
But. But. But.
I want to but i dont want to.
No one could ever understands what im going thru.
I told and talked and discussed.
But no one can ever give me the right answer.
Its complicated and im confused.
Who should i believe?
Who should i talk to?
I just want him, cant u understand that.

Being committed is never easy.
I know that.
Cant we just give a try?
Im not being desperate nor needy.
Just just.............

toodles!
missing you!

and is anyone even reading this?

if not, i just want to end it.

get what i mean? (:

TAG!

2009-08-06T22:14:00.006+08:00

yesterday was great!!
i had a great time with baby.
went out at around 8 plus till at least 10 plus.

lemme tell u, it was magical.
chey chey! im becoming so........
URGH!

it was nice to get to spend time with him.
cuz its been a week already.
and i miss him like crazy..
hahaha (:

today was average.
just that, i dont realise how different people can be.
how we are all walking from different walks of life.
judging from the outside, they may look perfect.
but inside, people are actually suffering and keeping something from everyone.
im glad that we all get to talk to each other.
opening up is the first step.. y'know.

okay enough enough!
anyho, my mum get to do another show for herself.
by blaming me for everything.. SHIT!
somehow, i realise that its my fault..
but still...........
ill learn from my mistakes.
and trust me mummy..
i wont do anything that im not ready for.
please, ma?
i LOVE you and i dont want a fight.

* i miss home.
but i dont know which one.
here or there? hmm...

toodles! (:

2009-08-04T23:29:00.004+08:00

Fallin' For you.

By Colbie Caillat.

this song just mean alot to me right now.

teehee. (:

i think somehow it has to do with whats happening in my life.

cant update today since nothing much happen.

haha ((:

just meet again with ayysbby to take our 'kids' home.

so i accompanied her to buy her hair dye.

smoke then went home.

i guess thats it! (:

boring right?

then baby called wanting me to accompany him to tamp mall.

but i freakishly cannot go.

what an ass!

miss him still i cant go out.

all thanks for mummy for being in Singapore today!

WTH?! Hahaha. Chey!

toodles! i WANT to see him lah!!!

AARRGGHH!!!

*missing you like only god knows how much*

2009-08-03T22:00:00.002+08:00

yay! monday was great.
like seriously.. hahs.
had alot of laughs with ayysbby and natt.
although linda was not thr, she had problems with her family.
WE STILL MISS YOU!

lindababe,
stay strong okay.
for yourself and also your mum..
if anything, just text me.
and ill be there.
thats my promise to you. ((:

other than that, after school.
me and ayysbby went out to eat.
then went to the bedok reservoir to de-stress ourselves.
from everything. teehee. (:

someone is definitely being a bitch today.
i was pissed i tell you.
thanks to ayysbby.
i will forgive u for that.
i know u were just being protective of me.
smiles ((:

wanted to meet baby today.
but he was busy with his school work.
FORGIVEN! if not....... hahhahah.
BABY, i am missing u like crazy.
meet me soon, okeh? (:
teehee......

toodles! (:

PS: start being understanding and stop being rebellious!

2009-08-02T19:02:00.002+08:00

my house pictures that i promised...

friday was nice. went out with phattBRO for lunch in bishan.

ate at LJS, talked and laugh our hearts out.
Lets fuck! hahahaha *insideinsidejoke*

as said in my last post, its been so long since we last met.

we used to meet like everyday, right now.

everything change.. since the ......

haiyo! i just want everything to back like its always is.

then meet my mum&nad at tamp.

went shopping.

it was great! i tell u. haha. (:

finally SHOPPING baybeh!!

bought myself a dress.. i wanted more..

but....... but......

went to marina..

and we all have a heart to heart talk.

(me, my sis & my mummy)

every thing we spill, it poured as fast as a waterfall.

then back home in JB, at 1230am.

yesterday was superb aside from the fact that i fell and injured my knees.

mummy and i went out to this really cool place with my uncle's family.

its called gelang patah.

where they practice how to drift with their cars.

super cool-lio i tell you.

shall post up the pics soon. aite?

PS: everything has been very differently.

and i see it yesterday.

we are all just pretending to be someone we're not.

why didnt u kiss me like u always do on the cheek?

and guess what?

i HATE it.

2009-07-30T20:00:00.004+08:00

im officially bored today.
skip POA today just because we're late and get locked out.
not our FAULT! (ayys&me skip it together)
hahah. so we start school at 10am, 2 hr break at 12 pm and back hme at 3pm.
how bored could that be. hahaha. ((:
straight home, change and eat.
URGH!

right now, im babysitting my nieces while my bro&wife go out..
pfftt! while watching wendy wu:homecoming warrior.
watched it a million times already.
could this day get any worse.

im hoping he's here now.
GAWD! missing him man.
teehee. (:
JACK JACK!!!

and and... i maybe meeting phatt tmrw.
to have our lunch together.
its been a week since we last met.
and we have never been away from each other this long.
i MISS him bad. really, i do.. (:
*to phatt: i will tie my hair tmrw. haiyo!! ((:
hope i can go....

toodles! (:

GUMBALL&JACK!

2009-07-29T23:32:00.003+08:00

ayys and me.. we are just too close to get separated. chey chey!!! dont jealous. JOKING!

BEFORE

AFTER, so prefer the after look. hahah. (:

HALU!!
im just not yet sleepy so i decided to blog..

plus! im starting on my presentation slides.....

this week i have been going out till late at night.
and my mum has started again..
with her favourite past-time which is called...
NAGGING!! yay! hahaha.
i cant believe it, man.
blame it on the menopause.
haha.

monday...
had my haircut.. for only $2.80 at SNIP AVENUE.
(same shop where i did my perming)
then.......
im out with ayysbaby.. went out to McD, cam-whored.
realised that we cant really study so we went to this void deck.
taught her POA, met up with LUTS!
it was only the 3 of us when RAM! came..
me and ayys were super duperly excited.
*wonder why* hahaha. ((:
we then separated to give ourself our private moment.
- me&luts and ayys&ram... -
we talked, laugh and dot dot dot.
teehee ((:
and home sweet home by 1130pm..

tuesday...
end school at 330pm.
then me and ayys hang till 630pm.
time to pick up our 'kids'.. chey! haha.
my nieces & her brother.
head home & chilled for the whole day..

wednesday...
finish school at 1230pm due to listening compre..
which was for me quite do-able.
met ayys at 3..
to buy our ourselves some new school shoes.
and we bought ours from LEE COOPER!
which costs me $39.90 cuz they were having a 20% discount.
head to McD to have our dinner & charge our laptop.
head to the same void deck.
finish up BZE when nad (sis) came with her friends. (hafeez&syahirah)
then i move my butt to meet up with LUTS!
i know.. again! hahaha.
talked, and treat my leftout friends (chey!) a can of redbull each.
which FYI costs me $6.
asshole arhs u guys...
he sent me home by 1045pm.

i know its kinda long.
and mostly ayys name must came up.
and this is probably because i LOVE her.
so much that i am not sick of her.
*vommitting*....
hahahaha. (: best days of my life.....

toodles!

2009-07-29T19:28:00.002+08:00

this is my house in JB, just the outside. will show more inside in the next post..

me with my finally new hair, hahaha. looks funny.. right??? ((:

first time ooVoo-ing with mona's poly friends..

me and ayys cam-whored at McD during our study date..

watch fireworks on saturday with ayysbby.. (:

*im just so lazy to type...

pictures will do, okay?

anyho, these are all recent events that happened..

toodles!

LOVES!! ((:

2009-07-28T23:22:00.000+08:00

im lost.
i cant think straight now.
my body is here, but my mind is wandering somewhere else.
how can this happen?

i dont like feeling this way.
it dont feels nice.
it doesnt feel good.
i want everything to be back to normal.

but it seems like i cant turn back the time.
and i can never look back on it.
i can never change the past.
and i can never have a do-over.

honestly..
i need you.
i want you.
so badly that i cant even think straight anymore.
i can never focus my mind on anything.

why is this happening?
i keep asking myself that alot of times.
i dont want this...
never want it....

2009-07-27T08:50:00.003+08:00

erm, im blogging from school right now.

basically, i have not quite much to say.

eh! wait!!wait!! got got.

erm, on saturday. went out with ayysbby. (:

it was really2 fun i tell you.

went to airport, ate at BK.

and for the first time, i didnt finish my mushroom swiss burger.

OMG!! what a waste! & its all thanks to her.

we talk talk and end up never finish.... haiyo!!

after that went to marina to watch the fireworks.

it was cool, got hearts and .........

& we remix the song 'womanizer'..

its nice i tell you.. ((:

then, met up with my sis's friends.

(hafiz&syahirah)...

hang at marina steps (talk and talk!! FUN!!) & head to my dad's workplace.

before that, bid my farewell to ayys&hafiz&syahirah...

HUGGED HER!!! hahahaha. *insideinsidething*

ill post pictures when i got home.

*me and ayss is blogging at the same time!!

toodles!!

*PS*..
i can say that im missing u badly.
i will never know whether it is wrong to start loving you.
cuz i barely knew you.
right now, all i can say is.
I REALLY WANT U!!!

2009-07-25T02:12:00.002+08:00

DATE!!!
it was great. i lost and gain something in return.
what should i say? and...
how on earth should i feel about you.
i wanna like you but .......

i lost my first ____ and i got my first ______.
and i truly cant believe it, man.
like serious shits.

OMG!!! somebody effing help me.
i wanna talk to somebody about this.
but but!!!

i am so babbling right now.
im just speechless.
haiyo! so not a good sign.

but tonight has been great.
i LOVE it!

every second and every minute i spent with him.
went to *scape then vivocity's rooftop.
which was for me very romantic., very sceneric.
and very the very the .........
teehee.....

i want to but i dont want to! ?????

250709? ((:

2009-07-23T17:41:00.005+08:00

well, i guess the past few days have been great.

get to spend alot of time with ayys recently. (this girl up here)

haha. well, i LOVE her.

teehee. she has been a great.

and i wont forget about MONAdarls!

we talked, and i think we are gg to be just fine.

kan kan?

so, babe (ayys) !

you are most definitely welcome.

don't even mention it.

aite? because you too have been there for me.

when mona wasnt around.

chey!! haha.

LOVE uuu. :D

today, i purposely end my school at 11am.

haha. (: because i wont go to school for a 3-hr break.

but 1 hr lesson after that. (:

no way that gonna happen.

haha.

and you know what?

i miss *insert two names here*.

i miss them like only god knows how much.

i wanna talk to them.

it feels like so long, y'know.

haiyo!

my next post will be..

"If I had 24 hours to live,"..

know why? because this is the speech that i make during CMB.

and i wanna tell u what i said.

alrights?

toodles!!

xoxo. (:

muah!

2009-07-21T20:19:00.003+08:00

this week started off really bad.
i HATE it lots! ALOT, i tell you.

i got caught for doing something that i purposely didnt mean to do it.
if im getting a letter in the next 3 weeks or so, im dead.
and all of you who knows me, pls feel free to visit my grave anytime soon.
hahaha.((:

anyone who is eager to know what i am being caught for.
pls do ask me personally cuz its really embarassing to share here in my blog.
where everyone can know, haha. ((:
and i really dont want that. y'know.

so, other than that.
everything is great. finally, things are going back the way it should.
i like seeing people happy because that is what makes me happy.
haha. ((:

PS: i think i somehow have a sixth sense.
its getting more visible these days.
i HATE it! ):

2009-07-18T14:00:00.003+08:00

the pictures on what have been going on in my life for the last few months. ((:

briefly, dinner at a hotel.

outing with my gals (seesha).
can-whore with my new laptop in a car.

guess you could say stuffs "is it just it? so boring!"

honestly, not at all.

toodles ((:

2009-07-18T01:46:00.002+08:00

woohoo.

i am so freaking happy today.

like finally ive started calling fatullah's dad "baba".
because cuz he wants me to and i want to.
and like finally, i learned how to drive a car.
altough its an auto-car. & still in the process of learning.
from my beloved baba.
thanks so much ba!
loves!!

and guess what?
I think i was born to be a driver.
i wasnt even scared, man.
i was full of confidence.
chey!! hahaha. ((:

well, everything has been going well with me and phatt.
finally we're talking again.
cant live without my lil bro, man.
chey chey!! hahaha. (:

and and........

i MISS all my PRI sch friends.
i MISS all my SEC sch friends.

when want meet sey? hmph...
hahaha.
sorry talk nonsense.
just so effing happy about me driving a car.
hahaha.

nite nite.

PS: dont think i need you anymore.

muah!

2009-07-11T19:57:00.003+08:00

i somehow like and dislike yesterday.
i was out the whole day yesterday.
went out with my friends, which we call ourselves BQC.
we went to a youth gig held at taman jurong cc.
hahaha. (:

basically, i like the first part of the whole outing.
and i dont refer to the show, mind you.
when it was just us 4.
we talked, we have fun.
it was all so cool.

when it came to the last part.
where its back to the five of us.
its different, i feel different.

i feel like an outcast, not needed.
and i really dont like that feeling.
everyone got someone except me.
you guys will be walking as a couple.
and ill just be there walking like
'a mum watching out for the kids'.
you know?

thats it.
im out.
thats final.

i guess.
toodles.

2009-07-07T21:59:00.002+08:00

Oh my god lah!!
Like finally i have my OWN PERSONAL laptop.
yay me! right right? teehee. ((:
i am just super duper excited.
its PINK and just so beautiful.

well, i hope i can download everything by tonight.
unfortunately, i cant. POOR ME!
my daddy&god-daddy say i must upgrade my laptop first before downloading anything.
whatever the upgrade lah. i cant talk computer. not my language.
so they're going to do it for me.
hmm. ((: i appreciate the kindness though.
so i hope we go the COMP shop soon.

because.........
i cant wait to webcam with all my friends thru oovoo/msn.
i cant wait to download the songs......
the videos....
i cant wait to camwhore using my laptop...

teehee.
like finally (AGAIN)...
i get all the photos from the seesha outing and sentosa outing.
so i promise to upload it in the next post, aite? ((:

TOODLES!!!

2009-06-30T01:21:00.002+08:00

oh my god lah. its been so so long.
since i last updated. and i soOooo MISS it, man.
haha. got lots and lots to spill.
and alot has happened lah.
like really alot, i tell you.

(i just feel like typing, okay? just let me do it. bare with it&make sure u read it!!!)

basic, me no change. maybe a kg lesser.
teehee. still in the making of a new skinny-me.
secondly, my CF is in love with my sis. what an a-hole. ((:
just maybe one day he would realise me. ME! ME! haha. stress sey.
third, finally getting a new LAPTOP!!!! a FUJITSU laptop. and its PINK!!
around this week lah. i guess. right mummy? ((:
fourth, im still not done with my holiday homeworks!! like serious shit.
gotta start doing. school start next week man.
i am so SLACK! SHAGGED! ZOMBIE-LIKE right now. & maybe recently.
fifth, somehow just recently i started dressing up like a hip hopper (is there even such a word?)
with the hip hop cap and all. WTH????!!!!! i need a major 911! like IMMEDIATELY.
MONA, help? teehee. ((:
sixth, i bought two new bags in malacca. BACKPACK&HANDBAG.
super super cute.
seventh, i wanna cut my hair like A.S.A.P. latest like wednesday.
& i WONT care about what people say. i WONT and i double sure i WONT regret it.
eighth, on 290609 i broke my virginty on having my first seesha at haji lane.
with with amirah,fairuz,mona,nuhaa,raudah,filzah&hanif. woohoo!
nineth,now im abit tanner due to sun tanning at sentosa with ISB-ians.
im like so dark, maybe except for my face. haha.
tenth,i am still in love with Chuck Bass aka Ed Westwick. ((:

recent happenings,
*sentosa outing
*malacca outing with family
*seesha with classmates
*still undone projects with ISB-ians.
still more to come.and some which i simply forget. teehee. ((:

kk. bye bye!! (:

ILYF

2009-06-10T12:52:00.002+08:00

i can go crazy missing him.

we just talked but still...

gosh!! i keep telling myself

"dun u think he's too young for you, nabila?"

i dont know how to answer that.

i have to MOVE on from him.

but everytime, i just failed.

i guess you can call me a big FAILURE.

always is, always am.

i need monaBESTIEFOREVER. teehee.

please call me babe! i NEED you!!!

as you all know, im starting my holidays this friday, right?
but i dont think ill enjoy myself fully though.
BECAUSE:

ill be having a class outing on 18th June 2009.
to where? SENTOSA!! woohoo!! haha.
can't wait can't wait.
its been so long since i last been there.
swimming lah sey!!

3 of my classmates will be sleeping over at my house on 16th june.
(LINDA, AISHAH AND ASH!)
know why? cuz we will buying our frozen food over at malaysia.
oh yeah! KECOH KAN??
hahaha. and then and then go back to ASH's house.
overnight for a day and fry everything morning of 18th June.
oh yeah!! tak sabar lah sey.
FYI, this are all my BESTIE.

then then, i must do CMB project some more.
BZE case study 2, then study for CA after hoilidays.
PACK lah sey.
and and, i need a JOB, god dammit.
i got no money lah!!
i want go shopping and buy alot of stuffs.
hmm......

2009-06-09T09:50:00.002+08:00

life has been hectic for awhile.
i just cant wait to get my mind on the holidays.
it starts on friday. oh my!
im left with three more days and another quiz.
come on, when is it gonna start?
i am already feeling the hols.
when will it be official?
hahaha. (:

going out with friends this friday.
dont know where. what to wear sey????
and there will be an interview for me. MAYBE!
trying my luck to go to SHANGHAI this year.
yay!! (: (its got something to do with the taiwan thing i did last year).

PS: i wanna rewind everything back to saturday, 060609.
please? i just wanna do it differently that day.

i always thought you could be the one for me.
you showed me signs and i just thought.... hmm..
eventhough, i know that i need to wait for you for at least 4 years to be with you.
this may seem a long time but i rather wait than not being with you.
you always lighten me up with your laughter, jokes.
you are easy to talk to although we are in different in so many ways that i cant explain.

after that incident on 060609,
it kept me thinking for awhile.
are u really that worth it?
well apparently, you are.
it got me thinking again.
if its worth it, can i actually wait for you for 4 years?

and there is still no answer to this.

xoxo

nabila.

2009-05-27T20:55:00.002+08:00

GOT TAGGED BY MONA!

so i had to do this.

1) How do you feel when you wake up this morning?

- i feel very dragged to school.

2) Who was the last person you took photo with?
- with ayys(aishah) and sotong(yeming).

3) Would you consider yourself being spoil?
- HAHAHAH! sometimes. most of the time, im good. (:

4)Would you ever donate blood?
- today, tomorrow, NEVER!

5) Have you ever had a bestfriend who was opp. sex?
- YES. when i was in primary school. LOTS!

6) Do you want someone dead?
- YES!!!

7) What does you last message say?
- 'kul braper nak sampai?' (what time wanna reach?) hahaha. (:

8) What are you thinking right now?
- eating french fries since im at McD right now. and smoke later! (:

9) Do you wish someone with you right now?
- YESSSSS. the HOT delivery McD guy! chey!! hahaha.

10) What time you went to bed last night?
- my guess is midnight. cuz i met some new neighbours in m'sia. heheee..

11) Where did you buy the T-shirt that you're wearing right now?
- ripcurl, and its not mine sey. hahah. (:

12) Is someone in your mind?
- YESSSS. totally.

13) Who was the last person who text you?
- my sis-in-law. hmm (:

14) 5 people tagged to do this quiz:
1)ZIE
2)ZIELA
3)ELLISYA
4)MAISARAH
5)JANNAH

15) Who is 2 having relationship with?
-its for me to know, and you to find out.

16) Is 1 a male or female?
- FEMALE LAH SEY!

17) Is 3 single?
- NOPE! she's attached. sorry guys.

18) What is 4 studying bout?
- business admin lah. same as me. (:

19) When was the last time you had a chat with 5?
- its been so long and i dont remember. (: hahs!

20) Why do you do this quiz?
- i had nothing to do. and im BORING!

2009-05-26T07:16:00.003+08:00

i soooo LOVE ADAM LAMBERT!!

although he's gay and everything.
i still think he is like the hottest thing on earth.
dont you agree?
with the eyeliner and black nail polish.
OH MY MAMA!!

his voice. oh myy!
dont even get me started on this, hahs.
like an angel but with a lil bit of devil inside.
(sweet voice but with a rocker attitude)
hahs. i think i am obsessed with him lah.

the hair, the eyes, his lips..........
alright alright, i know i gotta stop.
later arhs people say what sey. hahah. (:

BYE!!!!!!!!!
I LOVE ADAM LAMBERT!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-05-25T17:20:00.003+08:00

i lost my PHONE!!!

its been one hell of a week last week.
like serious shit.
many things are happening.
not to me but to most people around me.
PLUS: NOT in school today.

to babe:
i will always be there for you, you know that.
i will always always have your back and support you in any way that i can.
alright? trust me on this. (:
i LOVE you babe.

my weekends are great. like seriously.
well, except for yesterday though.
all im doing now is blaming myself.
so this is how the story goes.
read up y'all. hahaha. (:

on saturday, i went back to singapore like ard 3 plus.
my plan was to go out with ash, but she bailed out on me.
with reasons lah. so i inderstood-ed lah.
then my dad drop me, my sis and fatullah at penin.
walk around abit and my sis and i decided to go tampines instead.
and fatullah head to his dance class.
and blah blah blah........... i wasnt in the mood the whole day.

on sunday, we got MFB's selection process.
i was the facilitator for the day.
it was fun and all lah.
met some of the last few cohort's alumni.
it was really fun and games.
it starts around eight and ends around at 6.30pm.
so after everything, most of the alumni went to parkway to have our dinner.
it was a blast, had a laugh with ying&eugene.
we are the bitches for the day.
hahaha. *inside joke*
after the dinner, most left.
and i was left with eugene,yu xin, bala and my boss(which ive forgotten the name.sorry!)
haha. after eugene left me in the MRT.
to head myself to chinatown to meet with fatullah's family.
this is when i realise i LOST my phone.
oh yes! i lost my girly, sparkly, pink LG phone.
when i realised it was missing, i just couldnt cry.

PS:
what a waste! i cursed the girl who stole my phone till the day i die.
how i know its a girl cuz i left it in the ladies room.
yes i do blame myself for everything. hmm. (:

so im left with nothing in the MRT.
when i got down at chinatown, i was pratically running to the nearest public phone.
and called my dad but he didnt pick up and i called my sis-in-law to ask fo fatullah's number.

* just to add: i didnt remember my mum&fatullahs number.
it will be easier if i remember. so i can just call him instead.

after a few mins, crying like mad&cursing loudly while sitting on the floor.
i saw a familiar face walking around in the MRT.
it was fatullah. saved by his familiar face in my not-so doing well brain.
i ran to him and just hugged him real tight.
he was like my angel on that day. thanks fatul! teehee.
and not forgetting firdaus! (fatullah's cousin)

oh my! what a day lah.
i was tired from everything and ended up not going to school today.

another PS:
to all my friends who read my blog.
pls do send me your number thru email or facebook (thru private message).
pls pls pls!!!!!!!!!! (:

2009-05-20T07:17:00.006+08:00

sorry about the last post.
i wanted to continue but im just too lazy to type.

and apologies for the sudden too many pictures.

i just wanted to put some colors in my blog.haha!

oh yarhs! as you can see in some pics, thr are highlights in my hair.

those are extensions, mind you,

not real!! just wanted to be honest!

and i know i look oo-glair(ugly) in some pics.

so wth?!

hahaha.

my hands are tired from all the writing, texting and netball-ing.
it was very tiring yesterday.
really tiring. after that rushed to my dad's car to go back to jb.
and today i have pe. what an a-hole.

i can tell that today is going to be a long hard day.

sometimes i just wished for everything to stop.
times just keep flying faster everyday.
assignments are piling up.
and im procrastinating. like always.
when can i stop being like this.
i wanna change. and i wanna be different.
i wanna be someone that i am not right now.
i dont wanna be the same old nabila.
plain and boring nabila.
i just wanna be happy and fun like i used to be.
without any problems to think&solve about.
people just think that im always happy and fun.
but deep inside..........
guess i put on a good show, huh?
when can all the change happen to me?
im still waiting.

talking about assignments, i have not even started BZE case study.
i had to hand it in on friday and im not even close to finishing it.
CMB, the mas selamat's report which i personally think have nothing to do with CMB.
and i need to do it. and i have not even started it.
and it was due when? LAST WEEK!
wth?! i know.

ps: i am officially a procrastinator.

am now, always is.
A-HOLE! (:

2009-05-16T22:53:00.002+08:00

im officially stressed!
as said in my facebook.
both personal and not personal.

will be back!
going out for a drink with family and friends.
im in JB now.
tee hee. (:

2009-05-14T22:43:00.003+08:00

hello! its been less than a week but it feels like a week already.
since i last updated. i miss blogging but i dun miss it.

okay, im talking shit here already.

its been a hell of a week this week.
like seriously.
very funny and very the kecoh! (:

had lotsa laugh, lotsa fun!
i have crazy friends, crazy classmates and now crazy me!
i love all the gossips we have as a class.
we all act as if we've known each other for so long.
there's like no secrets between us!
its kinda cool i think! teehee. (:

remember i said i have debate?
guess what? my group won!
woohoo.
it consists of me, maisarah, humai and zie.
we got highlighters as token of participation.
but the other team didnt get it! LOSER!!!
hahahaha.

alot has been happening lately. to me lah!
its chaotic.
i havent even started my case study yet!
not even study for the upcoming tests & CAs.
ass-hole ah.

stressing about all the things around me.
will update more when im not lazy.

im in JB now where im the only one awake in the house.
i know, must wake up at 4 but i still havent sleep.
crazy! confirm sleepy in class tmrw.
good luck to me arhs.

its been four days since i last saw my mummy.
i miss her! today then i got the chance to be with her.
it sucks, right? but WhatEvs, we all made a choice to live in Jb.
without even thinking of the consequences.
haiyo! stupid dumb dumb!!

ps: i havent see you lately.
where are you?
i have been looking for you.
same place. where are you?
just crazy thinking about you!

2009-05-10T22:32:00.006+08:00

HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY MONA!!!

i love you & i miss you lots!

and may you be showered with LOVE & HAPPINESS all year round! (:

right now, im going to update you guys of my 1 week activities.

the start of this week was super BORING!
cuz i was sick with high fever, cough, running nose & soar throat.
ass-hole! haha.
i just reach school and i had to go home 15 mins later.
waste my time!!
went to the doctor and got 2 days mc.
so i officially started on a wednesday.
& guess what? i miss a hell lots of lessons!
& it wasnt fun!
*thanks to a few friends, i got to catch up on alot of stuffs that i was missing.

on wednesday, i went to YOG place near *insert place*.
cuz i dont know where.
quite fun lah, played games & learn more the upcoming YOG.
that i decided to volunteer my time to volunteer there.
hahs! so the semangat, i know.
that day was my dad's berfdae too.
so yarhs.

below are my beautiful classmates & friends!

on friday, went back to malaysia.
and today got back here.
cuz apparently, my sis & my dad are both not schooling & working tmrw.
so they are not coming in tmrw.
very the SIANZ.
stupid school!
dont want give school holiday.
today is mother's day and i dont get to spend it with her.
what a bummer!

but whatever it is,

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY MUMMY!

i love you and only god knows how much.

i know i cannot repay everything you've done for me.

all the sacrifices.

i appreciate it MA!

but instead i spend the day with my brother's family.
first went to bugis to collect their finished family photo.
then went to east coast park to have our lunch.
thanks for the treat!
then met up with my brother's group 'VENTRUE' at kallang.
which was super cool, i thought.
hahs!
that was definitely it.

*i maybe meeting mona tmrw.
*and maybe meeting amirah around this coming week, right?
so i really cant wait.
well, its gonna be a super busy week.
with case study to do, debate, CCA (netball&drama) and reports!
haiyo! very the stress!

but this is what it takes to get myself into poly.
so, whatever!! (: haha

PS: missing you.
its been so long and i cant take it no more.
where are you?

2009-04-29T20:29:00.002+08:00

Hello! (:

school is great today.
i had SW which is basically PE.
it was very tiring and worst than the netball training.
like seriously. (:
we did 2 rounds of running around the school carpark.
then went to the hall.
and did more stretches like running with the medicine ball.
which weighs around 3kg.
tired arhs!!!

then got to class and do more studying.
got to know that CAs start around 3 weeks more.
somewhere there arhs.

tmrw i have a two hour break.
and my friends decided that we go to Causeway Point and have our lunch there.
CRAZY!!! haha. last week was HarbourFront and now Causeway POint.
Haiyo!!! hahaha. (:

start school at 8 tmrw and i still have undone homeworks.
im going off now! bye.

PS: seeing you always made my day.
but being with you, i can only keep dreaming.

2009-04-28T13:15:00.002+08:00

HALOO!!!

i just got back from school.
not really tired.
cuz today its just sitting and talking with my babes in school.
hahaha. its a laugh.
we made a prank to one of our classmate.
i like..but i feel guilty and decided to admit and apologize.
luckily he wasnt angry. hehehe. (:
yes! its a he. (:

im going back to school later.
for netball.
but its raining cats and dogs (cheh. hahaha) now.
like lazy like that.
starts at 5 and ends around 8 like that.
i know its late even my mummy says so.
but what to do??
its my CCA.

yesterday, went out with mona.
had tons of laugh.
catch up on alot of stuffs. (:
didnt know she is now somethingsomething,
and we actually found out that we had the same pink butterfly notebook.
hahs! (:
but when i reach her house.
it was saddening. due to NABEEL.
but ill keep praying for that lil cute guy. (:
& mona! stay strong for him. (:

PS: can i see you again?
same place and same time.
i keep wishing for that everyday.
i just wanna get to know you.
please dont hold back!

2009-04-26T22:18:00.002+08:00

i had alot of fun today.
like for real for real.
i went out with my family today.

to...
JUSCO!
where i meet my future neighbour in JB aka my cousin.
YANI!! (: we ate, played some games with my nieces.
go walk abit. and head to another place.
called...
PANDAN CITY!
where its my dad turned to eat something since he didnt eat earlier.
bought DVDs.
not alot lah. haha. just one.
i bought TRUE BLOOD series.
but i havent watch it yet but i will after my sis finish her exams.
hahahah. (:

after that my family went for a drink at a coffee shop near my house.
this is the part that really made my day today.
i met someone that i havent met for 2 weeks already.
we just talked all the way.
catch up on stuffs. which is good.
GOSH! i miss him loads!!
like seriously.

PS: meeting mona tomorrow. yeah! (:

i dont know whether im suppose to feel this way towards you.
but i am feeling it already.
the feelings that i should not have for you in the first place.
it feels so wrong.
HOW?!

2009-04-25T01:30:00.002+08:00

omg! im so very tired!
all because of yesterday netball's training.
oh yes! im in netball!
believe it or not.
hahs. actually i was supposed to be in drama club.
but they didnt inform nor call me when was the training and all lah.
so i actually went to my backup cca which was netball.
sad sad. i want drama so BADLY!

and now my legs and hands are cramping.
its been so long since i run and stuff.
hahah (:
blame myself for that.
school was a brisk this week.
nothing much to do.
so it was cool lah.
homeworks were given but i manage to finish it in time. (:
yay!

thursday, i actually went to vivo city for lunch during the two hour break.
it was crazy lah. half an hour journey from school.
hahaha. still wanna go so far just to eat banquet.
crazy arhs you, ASH!
but we actually make it in school on time. (:
woohoo.

right now, im actually at my JB house.
i dont know how my sister can hook up this internet thingy.
but now we know we can get internet.
GEREK!

cant believe im meeting my secondary school friends next week.
cant wait! really miss you guys!! (:

and and!!!
twilight saga: NEW MOON coming soon but i....

heard twilight saga: ECLIPSE is coming soon in JUNE 2010.
hooray!!
twilighters: WAIT FOR IT!
i cant wait actually.
read all the books and let me tell you.
its super super NICE!!!!
hahs!

ps: i promise to update photos of my new house. aite?
sorry for the super super delay.
tight schedule!! (:

2009-04-20T21:02:00.002+08:00

woo hoo.

school's great.
so far so good.
met alot of new friends. (:
thats a plus plus.

today is quite tiring though.
am in school for the whole day.
like from 8am to 5pm.
but was released early lah.
hahah. (: but still tired.

today i got POA.
which i hate so much.
not only the subject but the teacher too!!!
cant understand what she say sey! hahaha (:
no offend lah cher.
then OFA, the subject that my form teacher teaches.
which he sometimes love to brag.
again no offence.
then got communication business which is average.
and life skills which is okay too.
i also got this business environment which i think is the best one yet.
not sleepy at ALL.

anw, the food's great. (:
so cheap for alot of amount.
the drinks also very cheap. 1 bottle only 1 dollar like that.
cheap uh.

and and.

i got this guy in my class, he's kinda new lah. (:
but he's cute lah. not in looks but his character.
funny lah. haha.
he got this _____ syndrome.
so he will jerked everytime.
so sometimes can get shock lah.
i mean us. hahaha (:

so, im considering to liking the school as much as i can.
as i will be there for two years, right?
hahaha.

ps:
im soooo missing my girlfriends.
please do meet up soon.
okok? (:

2009-04-18T23:24:00.003+08:00

im so missing blogging like crazy.
its already been what? one month!

in this past one month.
its been great for me!! muahaha.
ive moved to a much bigger house in JB!!!
yeah yeah! hahah.
its been nice lah. better than here i think. haha.
meet a few of good friends in JB!! (:
they are all singaporeans.
mind you!! tee hee. (:

ive started school already.
and yes! im in ITE. its in BISHAN.
not yet proud of it yet but i will lah soon.
i think so. hahaha. (:
my class is great. and its also called ISB!
met alot of new friends. practically just my class lah.
hahaha. (:
the 2 to 3 days of orientation is okay. (:

got cheers, games and some more what lah.

hahah.
i had FUN! (:

and and ive already started missing my super noisy class already.
GOSH! cuz my NOW class is very the quiet.
its making me sleepy. ZZZZ
haiyo!!
the modules im taking are POA (i know, more MATHS), Communication Business, Life Skill, Business Environment and Office Applications.
Not forgetting Sports and Wellness which just means PE!
i know. (: stressed stressed!!

oh yarhs!
guess what guess what?
WHAT?
haha. i took up Drama Club as my CCA in ITE!
hahahaha. its very random when i joined it lah.
so yeah. thats the HOT news.

so, basically im still same old same old.
abit of change here and there only.
very the abit lah!

ill be staying in singapore till next week.

so feel free to ask me out. (:

not that kind of thing lah.

like hang out and stuff lah.

okok?

ps: i miss those who miss me!! (: muah!

2009-02-26T13:12:00.003+08:00

"i cant believe its over.

just like that.

i asked and you answered.

and your final answer just answered my most basic question.

the answer i needed to answer all of my curiosity.

thank you for all the memories.

thanks to all the funny times youve given me.

my most precious moments which i would not let go.

not ever.

but you when you lied behind my back.

i just wish i had take it all back.

cuz youre not worth my love nor my hopes."

anyway, im moving tmrw.
me, myself not the furnitures in my house.
cuz it already have moved.
except for my sister and i who hadnt moved
cuz of the stupid officers.
who asked us to change our photos.
it hadnt been this way if it were not for them.
know why? cuz they are stupid.

ok, im bragging.

ps: the lady up there is my favourite french singer. emilie simon.
recommended by: SIS huda. and now ME.
check her out! she is worth listening. (:

bye!
xoxo. (:

2009-02-10T22:34:00.002+08:00

how do you like my new blogskin?
ha! lame lame.

so now my house is full of boxes.
damn irritating. will post pictures soon (:

i got a few plans ahead of me.
friday, i could be going out to tiong bahru cuz i got an appointment.
going with princessANA. thanks for wanting to accompany me.
then on saturday going out with jannah.
gosh! how i miss her. its been so long.
heard we going to eat, talk, sit and cam-whore.
haha. fun fun! (:
on sunday, i got this thing lah.
helping my friend out in a wedding. Again! (:
should be fun lah! right?

heard im moving out next week,
still not confirm, i guess.
anw, will update when im moving. oke?

bye bye.
xoxo.

2009-02-04T13:24:00.002+08:00

phew! i was looking thru this website and it said there.
after my graduation of this course, i could get a place in poly.
the course in poly that i have a chance to get in is hospitality and tourism.
isnt that what i have always wanted?
oh yeah!

like finally there's a bright light for me waiting at the end of the tunnel.

i am like so freaking happy lah. haha (:
so right now, im not feeling any emo shit anymore lah.
good for me! haha.
im gonna like this course and pass it!
( thats the spirit )

woke up early today like 11 plus.
this is the earliest one yet. ha!
anw, i cant wait for gossip girl epi17.
please come out soon! (:

*anyone who has facebook. please do add me. haha (:

xoxo.

2009-02-03T16:08:00.004+08:00

recently, i went out with my secondary school bunch to celebrate dzul's birthday.

and we went to earle swensens at changi airport terminal three.

let me tell you. it was super expensive. and i ate that.

cost: $6 and $15.90 respectively.

there were 20 plus people and the bill amounted to $652.

wahlau. and i got to know faliq and azfar paid the most.

phew! (:

i am never going to eat at earle swensens.

from now on, im sticking to JUST swensens.

haha.

but before all that happened, i saw a fucking pervert in the MRT.

fucking disgusting man.

showing off his **** and tongue.

i tried to look away. who does he think he is.

erks! luckily, i was talking to my cousin all the way from tanah merah to airport.

thanks hun! (: loves.

stupid eurasian pervert. luckily he was not hot at all.

or else...

so i got my school's result.

it was okay lah, i got my fourth choice.

wanted my first choice so badly.

haiyo! dreams never do come true.

but nevertheless, my 4th choice is not bad.

you are currently viewing a future personal secretary/assistant's blog.

yeah yeah.

currently, rotting at home.

just packing packing and more packing.

wish me luck?

xoxo.

2009-01-24T20:20:00.004+08:00

finally some colours in my blog!

hey!

thanks to my cousin's chalet at aloha loyang.

my body is aching all over, man.

from my hands to my feet!

and also im having sore throat from drinking cold water.

tired arhs.

it was a 3 days 2 night thing.

celebrating *something something.

first day, played games like taboo.

abit of cam-whoring with princessANA.

then eat.

its so funny arhs. and fun! haha (:

so its only me who slept-over there. since my SIS has to go to school the next day.

my mum also dont want.

slept at ard 1am plus to 2am. cuz we were dead beat by then.

i slept with ANA and her brother all in one bed.

we were all like scary cats.

say stuffs like got ghost. my another cousin decided to pranked us by being a ghost.

thanks uh! haha.

Day 2 were bbq and swiiming.

we played water bombs & water polo at pool.

tired but gerek lah.

i was the striker. haha. cool.

*inside joke.

bbq was super fun.

while the men are bbq-ing, we the girls were just waiting for food &
eat everything up.

alas, the guys only ate lil food, while we ate quite alot.
played jungle speed and once again im the loser cuz i really wasnt good at it.

really. (: played chilli chop and this game arhs, dont know what its called.

day 3 was home which is today.
ate at changi point for breakfast.

got home and mummy said clean the house.

another agent is coming in today.

wahlau! tired already and still ask me do housework.

thanks uh mummy.

ps: thanks to all my friends who hoped i was doing okay.

i wanted to got to poly. but since that day.

ive decided that i am going to higher nitec and take a course under leisure&travel.

thanks again! and im sure going to miss you guys. (:

2009-01-16T00:14:00.002+08:00

im so fucked up today.
when i thought everything would be okay.
and i could endure whatever comes.
this is what happened.

i was hoping to do what A asked me to. so i did.
i got there, ask some questions and this woman tell me the most ridiculous thing ive ever heard.

' our school does not allow this system where the student pass their english&maths but not the other relevant subjects. we only give special admission to the students who failed their english&maths. but pass the others. you could try other school but im sure its the same thing.'

that is what the woman said. not even a sorry to actually make me feel better.
thanks arhs. what kind of answer is that.
its shit man. and i think higher nitec is my choice.
or my mum said 'private school take diploma'. still choosing though.

im sorry for being harsh.
im just super mad that i cried the whole journey from that school to JB.
then my sweet sister bought me choco and peach tea. hee.
and im all better.
thanks adik. i really need that (:

and and i saw the house that im living in approx. 1 month time.
its really really big, i tell you. and to make me feel extra better today.
my parents said that i can finally have my own room. how cool is that.
super, i know. hahaha.
i cant wait! (:

so i just got home. tmrw me&mummy going to spring clean the house so the agent could come by and take a look. (: so its hardworking nabila mode on. haha.

xoxo. byeee!

ps: im so in love with twilight esp edward cullen.
that i could watch the movie over and over again! (: yeah!

2009-01-13T23:25:00.002+08:00

hey.
so maybe ite is not really my first choice.
im applying for dae.
short for direct admission exercise (if im not mistaken) ha!
hope i can still have the chance to be in poly. or not!
dont know.
one thing for sure, im really going to work hard for ite and get myself into poly.
JIA YOU! (:

okay. my dad planned not to see the house today.
but maybe this friday.
its really decided. i guess.
haiyo!
but the truth is, i think im okay with moving given the current situation.
its more like i cant wait to move.
to get away / escape from all of this s**t.

*been sleeping late for the few months back.
all ive been doing is watch Gossip Girl and other shows.

time to change. its really time to change.

im going to buckle myself up and endure this roller coaster ride.
and its not going to be easy.

xoxo. buhbye! (:

2009-01-12T21:05:00.003+08:00

its like finally i got my results. oh yeah.
although its not what i expected it to be.
but but ...
im sorry to the people that msged me.
im just not in the mood to reply.
but ill definitely make a call to princess ANA later.
okay okay? hee (:

my results are okay lah.
at least its better than my prelims result.
way way better.
and yes! i gotta admit that i AM going to ite.

that will not be my final decision.
but im thinking about it very hard.
it a hard decision but i have to make it soon.

moving to msia is finally confirm.
my dad already found a house there.
it will be finalise tomorrow when the person called my daddy.
and and my house im living in right now will be rented out.
so yeah?

hahah.
okay bye bye. (:
xoxo.

CONGRATS!
to all my friends who make it to poly.
MONA, AMIRAH AND FAIRUZ.
guess im the only one.
what luck! (:

2009-01-10T23:28:00.003+08:00

updates about me.
im bored so i just thought i did a little update about me. (:
sorry if it is a bore.

hmm.

movies i love to watch again:
twilight, bedtime stories, wild child and angus,thongs and perfect snogging.

shows i love to watch:
desperate housewives, ugly betty, heroes, gossip girl and 90210.

in love with celebrities:
ed westwick, aaron johnson, giovanni ribisi, robert hoffman. alot arhs. (:

places i wanna go:
LA, New York, Paris, Rome, Maldives, Mauritius, London, DC. (: && more!

things i SO want:
slim-T camera, more clothes&skirt&jeans, makeup, accessories.

what i want:
my own room, a long holiday and a perfect boyfriend. hee! (:

in the future (WANTS) 10 years from now :
a happy&big family, own house and living with my parents and a walk in closet. RICH?

in the near future:
pass my o levels, at least get into poly and have a REALLY good job.

i guess thats it. hmm.
so i guess im really moving to malaysia.
cant believe that. like seriously.
my dad has plans already.
we will be moving like in february or march or april.
good luck to me! (:

okay, so the results will be on monday.
at 2pm.
i SO cant believe that!
i know im going to fail. like really BADLY.
so my beloved people who told me that i surely get into poly.
STOP! giving me false hopes. okay?
i really dont need that.

okay friends. this is it.
this is what we are all hoping for.
MONA & AMIRAH, i know you will surely pass and get into poly.
okay?
hee! (:
see u guys soon!

right now im at my brother's house.
sleeping over.
cuz my babyAYU force me to.

went out with MONA yesterday and the day before.
to bugis accompany her buy clothes.
so looong never see her.
miss her loads! (:
and yesterday to SP.
teman-ing her again. haha.
then go to SGH. eat and sit and smile.
haha. (:
her mum then sent me home.
thanks mona's mum. (:

bye! (:

2009-01-04T19:26:00.003+08:00

i am so slacking.

and i feel so lethargic.

i dont even know what to write about.

cuz it seems that i have done nothing.

just thinking of what my results will be.

ill bet it will be horrible as what i always dream/thought of.

i read mona's blog. said it will be confirmed out on 15th january.

that day will be my most saddest and full of regrets day.

i know i have done so bad.

and i will say 'thats it, my life is over'.

this is what ive always think of.

feeling all very negative.

*happy thoughts happy thoughts

*lalalalalalala

okay.

recently, i went to marina barrage with my bro's family.

it was nice and all lah.

but quite boring.

took pictures here and there.

blah blah blah.

then sleepover at princessANA's house.

fun fun! talk talk! watch tv!

slack till 5am. haha. cool cool.

lets do it again! (:

and and i miss all my friends.

both all and new.

haha.

*will update pictures soon.

bye! (:

2008-12-27T23:46:00.002+08:00

hello hello!!
im finally back from my holidays.
alot have change.
like for real for real.
plans, plans and more plans for me.

first up is my mfb chalet.
thats tmrw and the next day and the next.
so currently busy!
alot have been in store for us!
cant wait!
the good thing is.. its FREE!
hahaha (:

second is...
my family have been planning on moving to malaysia.
im still not sure yet though.
they said i prolly have to got to school there.
i mean continue there.
i dont know whether i should or not.
suggestions?

lastly,i have GOT to find a job.
im broke! but i wanna go shopping.
very BADLY!
pls. recommendations??

and and..
im in love!!
its a secret!
hehe (:
with.. A.J.
guess guess.

muah!

2008-11-30T20:53:00.002+08:00

yeah! its finally over.
and i can finally have my long beauty sleep.
but some how i missed all the CFP people.
like for real for real.
those were the days. gosh!
haha (:

the dinner and dance is like sooo awesome.
ten times better than our school grad night!
no doubt about it. (:
to the guys who signed up but didnt come.
WASTED!
and to the guys who didnt sign up for it.
again. WASTED!
really. it was so fun that i didnt mind waking up in the morning.
like for one week.
hehe (:

right now im having fun with all my babies.
they are all here.
how i missed them. (:
and my sis is sleeping over to my cousin house.
good luck with that! hehe.

and and its finally confirm.
my holiday with my family and my brother's family too.
yay me! (:
im going on 13th december 2008.
right at 12pm. (:
cant wait!

okay lah. (:
mummy mode on AGAIN!
bye!

*miss you who miss me. (:

2008-11-29T06:37:00.002+08:00

i know i know. its been already a week since i last updated.
i have been busy with so many other stuffs.
like CFP, class bbq and my own personal stuffs.
this week itself, i have been caught up with so many stuffs.

like the Career Familiarisation Programme.
its a one week thing where we get to do hand on stuffs and know more about the course.
really cool stuffs.
& dearest uncle francis is the best!
food were provided. let me tell you, its better than our prom night's food.
seriously. smiles.
its like the best out of the best.
first day was visiting the maritime academy.
oh my! ....
people were awesome esp this guy, ...
got boat ride but but i didnt do the jetty jump.
so wasted, i wanted to.
i forgot to bring my inner clothes! shit! (:

second day was the life sciences ( or something like that ).
where we get to make our own kaya and GET to bring it home.
its nice. me&mona creations. haha (:
third day was this building thing.
we have to build a house based on the client.
where my group won third. woohoo!
still feeling good about it.
and we got to do salsa dance.
i KNOW how to dance.
thanks uncle francis. (:
fourth day, we visited the design school.
the people were abit uncool but its okay though.
we have to make a box for our friends.
its obvious i chose mona. (:
fifth day, we went to CASS.
so im under the applied drama and psychology.
its super cool. (: i so want it.
today is the last day.
we will have our amazing race & FREE bowling & dinner and dance.
im sure alot have been in store for us.
just wait and see. (:

overall, im attracted to all the courses that i have been to.
and its really confusing me.
but but decisions have to be made.
hmm. (:

wish me luck!

ps: pictures will be posted soon including my grad night.
promise?
hate FB and PC (only two people knows about this).
so dont try to guess, okie? (: hehe..
bye!

PANICKING!

2008-11-18T00:20:00.005+08:00

my latest and current obsession.
RYAN KWANTEN (:

hey hey!
its already 12.20am.
so today is officially my GRADUATION NIGHT!!!
which will be held at furama hotel.
very cheapo hotel!
so very *nervous nervous* now. hehe (:

i went shopping yesterday with mummy and sister.
at parkway.
i bought my shoes ( charles&keith ) and accessories ( diva ) which i therefore owe my sister some thing.
only my sister know what i mean. heh! (:

remember i told you i got a dress already?
im not wearing that anymore.
i change it to a long black dress instead.
its simple but i think it will look super nice after what me & mummy done to it.
oh yeah! my eyebrows are finally done! (:
no more bushy. hahahaha..

on last wednesday, me and my family went to malaysia for a holiday.
its super family bonding time for me!
its great. i bought quite a number of stuffs for myself and my friends too!
for myself, i bought a bag, cardigan and guess what guess what??
a new HANDPHONE! yeah!!!
its LG KS360! nice! *thanks daddy. LOVES!
mine is pink and purple. something like that. (:
for M, a bag & a modified magnet.
for A, a modified magnet.
smiles...

i went to KL. this is where i bought my phone!
its cheaper there! trust me. hehe (:
then went further down to MALACCA.
& this is where i bought the modified magnets for my friends.
lastly JB, where i bought my cardigan (:
its a 3 days 2 night trip. so we stayed at KL and MALACCA.
each day is a different country. kinda cool!

i think ill be going there again this wednesday.
but this time with my grandparents.
just for 2 day 1 night trip.
i THINK it should be fun.
heh!
and again on 13th december 2008.
this time with my brother family.
and longer! oh yeah oh oh oh yeah!
not sure how long though.

recently like two days ago, i went to the beach.
with my beloved family. HEARTS!
just to spend time with my loved ones. and relax!
its good. the wind and everything.
its perfect! i love it there although i dont like sand that much.
haha (:

* will post pictures soon. everything.
from my graduation night, holiday and the beach.
yarhs? (:

PS:
wish us luck for the BIG night, okie?
thanks! (:

xoxo.

2008-11-10T19:43:00.003+08:00

well, i dont really know what to blog about.
nothing major nor minor stuffs have happened.

just that im going out tmrw with M finding the last pieces of my grad stuffs.
then im done with the BIG night.
ha!

hmm. ive watched HSM 3.
its like super nice & romantic.
i loike every single bit of it.
from the songs to the storyline.
(but hate it at the same time (V) )
i fell in love with zac efron like straight away!
(but hate him at the same time (V) )
my current obsession (:

okok. other than drooling on zac efron.
i got other stuffs too. (:

1. like finding a job.
2. finish studying for tmrw mcq.
3. ...

xoxo.

you know you love me.

ps:

Lovers who love truly do not write down their happiness

2008-11-07T17:53:00.004+08:00

my bf on the phone with me (:

its like finally! yeh baybeh.

so much things to update.
but there is so little time.

first thing first,

my exams are finally over.

im left with mcq (science) on tuesday.

so far the papers were manageable. (: yeah!

i loike!

second...

just for you all to know.

i have finally decided.

im going to my school GRAD NIGHT!

yeah. (:

and guess what guess what????

ive already bought my prom dress.

too bad no photos.

but but. you surely get it after 18 nov?

aite aite? (:

but im left with shoes & mask. and maybe get my eyebrow done?

going shopping AGAIN with mona.

mask? its a masquearde.

what do you expect? ha!

just for the sake of asking.

could anyone help me with the make up & hair???

right now, im living my life to the fullest.

watching movie to movie.

i called it home made movie marathon. (:

shiok! hahaha.

ps:

Love and electricity are one in the same,

If you do not feel the jolt in your soul every time a kiss is shared,

a whisper is spoken,

a touch is felt,

then your not really in love at all.

2008-10-10T10:36:00.003+08:00

i love you babe! (:

i would be on hiatus for awhile.

going away to study.

i would blog just for this moment.

and say what i want say.

these days have been stressful.

due to studying and deciding whether im going for grad night.

everyone i hate has been pissing me off.

and i hate it.

some of you may know who they are.

i hate people bugging in my life like that.

its my life and its my choice.

you get that?

my heart says GO.

you'll have fun taking pictures and stuffs.

but my mind says NO.

it will be just a waste of money.

PLUS you are under financial difficulty.

why must i go?

see. im confused myself.

and im a real fickle-minded girl

so its really has been hard, you know.

i really dont know what to decide.

but i know i have to decide soon before time runs late.

GO or DONT GO?

this is the choice i have to make in approx 2 days.

oh wells, thats is!

xoxo. muah! (:

2008-10-06T14:57:00.002+08:00

im still wondering to myself.

why the hell i am here blogging while my friends out there studying.

why why why? hahaha. so dramatic.

im studyng later.

i just decided to blog now.

so i could study the whole day with or without stopping. (:

i think its better that way. no distractions.

right??? hmm.

i would really like to give feedbacks on the english intensive programme.

i wish. but one thing for sure. by the time o level english arrive.

i will be out of stories. haha (: nah. jkjk.

i think this would really help us.

first, waking up early. if not because of this i will be waking up at 10amto12pm.

thus, i will have lesser time to study.

second, it will help me improve on my english.

third, help me create more stories.

i loike! (: heheh.

today i chose PAIN to be the heading of my compo.

i wrote about physically abuse and mentally abuse.

about the childhood i never had.

very touching. (: (:

i just got my caramel frappe. thanks nadiahSIS for buying it for me. greatly appreciated.

yeah! at last. ive been wanting it since fasting month seyy. now then got. what lahh. (:

im currently sipping away this nice drink while lying on my mum's big comfy bed with my lappie! (: woohoo.

thats the life.

ok! im getting back to my books!

you could call me bookworm, nerd, geek!

i dont care. cuz its going to be me for this one month.

oh yeah! (:

xoxo.

2008-10-05T16:52:00.003+08:00

HELLO HELLO!
its my birthday 3 days ago.
2nd October!!

it was bitter at first but its sweeter when im getting thru the night.
there was some reasons behind the bitter part. but i rather not talk about it.
continue.....
of course there was cake! (: LOVES! its a mango cake from PRIMA DELI.
yummy! (: my FAVES! thanks daddy!

got a present from littleSIS. (a jewellery mannequin)
got a present from bigBRO. (LEVIs shades)
got a present from ramonaBESTIE. (gladiators)
got a present from auntyANDuncle ($20.00)
thanks y'all. (: HEARTS!

i would also like to thank my friends for wishing me..
whether it is an SMS or face to face..
these are the people who wish me. & i hope i never miss anyone out.
WAIT! i know i dont. i triple check it. hehe (: just in case..
PLUS its not in order.

LOVEDones
mummy&daddy, nadiah, ryhana, rizal, suffian, shafiq, masharday&marliana, aunty&uncle
my littleNIECES
(ayu, athirah and asfarina)
FRIENDS
amirah, fairuz, ramona, sahimah, kazimah, fakhirah, shuting, jannah, anira, janice, nicola, suffian, ahmadis, idham, othman, sallehin, rauf, hakim
idayu, ellyna, edward, yongxiangN30, nuril, afifah, munirrah, saiful, anaqi.
LOVE y'all... (: smiling.

RAYA
my first day raya was okay.
it is so KECOH-rable.
visit my nenek&atuk house and some of my dad&mummy's cousin.
thats it. cause i got school the next day.
so i dont want to tire myself. but i did.
i fell asleep most of the time.
haha (:

but what i really missed most this year is visiting my ATUK.
i cried thinking of him. i cried on the eve of rayer.
i cry everyday till today.
but i really hope it will wear off soon.
my o's are coming. thats why ...
*praying praying

my studies are okay.
been studying and revising and learning some new things.
hehe (: mummy&daddy really got high expectations for me.
so i really must do well. and go to POLY (: amin.

and a very HAPPY BIRTHDAY to janiceMEII.
may you be blessed with joy and fun.
and all the best to your future endeavours. (:
LOVES! (:

well, i believe i covered everything that happened.
hehe (: and i dont wish to miss anything out.

xoxo.

2008-09-23T22:36:00.003+08:00

these are the pictures of my beloved brother's family.

aint they cute?

yes they are! haha (:

those are my little babies!

HEARTS THEM.

esp the first.

shhh! dont tell them.

hehehe (:

heloo!

super HAPPY today!
coz im now at my brother's house with my cute little lillies.
haha. my nieces lahh. (:
i maybe not going to school tmrw as i am still down with flu and cough.
sobsob! i wanna go. but my body its too weak.
haiyoh! haha (: *coughcough*

maybe going out with Mona, Jannah and Anira tmrw.
go break fast. its gonna be fun.
i bet. hehe (:

anyway, currently watching tv and doing abit of study.
late at night?? i know. my mind really like working late.
smiles.

im surrounded by my little lillies now.
all are engrossed watching me updating my blog.
haha. cute! (:

ps:
Now I'm just hoping maybe tomorrow,
Maybe tomorrow there'll be no more sorrow.
Maybe tomorrow you'll give me a glance,
Mybe tomorrow you'll give me one last chance.

Maybe tomorrow you'll give me a call,
Maybe tomorrow I won't cry at all.
Maybe tomorrow you'll hug me tight,
Maybe tomorrow you'll kiss me good night.

Maybe tomorrow you'll take back my heart,
Maybe you'll give me a brand new start.

2008-09-18T13:37:00.004+08:00

hey hey. u know what?

i wanted to be on a hiatus.
but i guess it doesnt work u see.
this thing keep calling out to me. haha.

nah! im just joking. im the one who wanted to keep blogging.

to pour everything out. (:

currently me and M are tutoring Mizan with his maths.
the basics stuff first. haha. (:
yeah. the basics. im still okay in it.

and i oh so LOVE and MISS my besties.
like for real for real.
i know we could see each other in school but.
i still miss them though.
this goes out to you M and R. (:
smiles.

fasting month has been great.
i only didnt fast for 7 days.
valid reason, okeh? haha (:
i can't wait for RAYA! and and my BIRTHDAY!
yay me. (:

ps: i have been missing you but i already stopped loving you.
in my mind you leaving was a hell on earth
it took me some awesome friends
and finding myself to realise
that it was a blessing in disguise.

2008-09-17T18:04:00.002+08:00

hey im back with a new skin.
nice nice? haha. it is right. i know.
well, these days i have not been feeling really well.
slight fever and cough. not good i know.

and and i started studying already.
prolly because of my depressing results.
i got my chem and history paper.
and trust me! is not looking good.

plus plus! GG epi is really not looking good.
i hate it all.
is getting worse.
till now i have already watched till epi 3.
and im speechless.
what happen to my ed westwick?
oh my!

and darn u people! i want those gladiator shoes.
i hate you guys so much!
thanks arhs. (:

2008-08-31T14:46:00.003+08:00

last two days was teacher's day.

i had lotsa fun. like for real for real.

i wasnt in school on that day. so a plus plus on that.

then got dressed to brunch with amirah and PAKCIK.

we ate at mcD. chatted and practically thats it. haha (:

smiles.

i met up with my primary school friends at 3.

we made a pact when we were graduating to actually meet up every teacher's day.

and it has been going on eversince. HEARTS them.

we went to e!hub to play pool.

guess what? i improve! thanks Thaqif! (:

there were Thaqif & sister, Faiqah, Hilmi and Qas.

i MISS them man. hmm.

i went home around 9 plus like that.

then i went out again at 12am.

i had a hell loads of laugh with them.

haha. talk talk joke joke.

it was with Haris (miss him), Shamil and Hilmi.

head home at 4 am.

i slept over at my bro's house.

with my babies here, i cant rest.

haha (: wells, my mummy mode is on.

smiles to that.

ps: someday all good things must come to an end. till then i ought to forget every minute i spend with you. and will try to move on with my life. its hard, i know. but i will have to try.