Each step you take, each breath you make. I make mine too cuz Im Simply In Love With You.

Monday, 14 July 2008 @ 3:27 pm

today is like so darn funny seyy.
really (:
i left my handphone on my table??
okay, so maybe this is not the thing that you expect it to be funny.

the thing is my friends and I want to leave before Mr.Fathul came in and give his shit about
THE HABITS OF MIND.
so, we decided to leave early. and i hurriedly went out of the classroom not realising that i left my phone on the table.
so, me walking out of the school not noticing anything missing.
i was walking towards the traffic light and decided to reply to the people who last msged me.
then it hits me that i dont have my phone with me.
i was like so panic! its like my wad? 3rd time carelessness.
so, i asked mona to call my phone and she did.
but no one pick up. i asked her to call amirah who is still in school.
she also didnt pick up. by then, fairuz and ramona started laughing and asking me questions about the whereabouts of my handphone.
then (few minutes after interrogating me) they started scolding me and remind me to be CAREFUL.
fairuz pulled her hands out of her pockets and passed me my phone.
haha. then i just laughed and to cut it short...
i reflected on wad had happened while i was in the bus. (:

OMG! chemistry is so hard man. i just cant do it anymore.
i feel that i want to let go my combined science and concentrate on my other subjects.
what do you think? i dont know.
dilemma.

to her:
i messaged you today telling you that i miss you and all. and why doesnt you call me and tells me that you are currently in love with a guy. we always shares things with together. and it hurts me knowing that im not your listening ear anymore. you used to tell me things, secrets, gossips (haha) and everyhing under the sun. from love, family, friends and to personal secrets.
i miss that. From what my eye sees, what my ears heard, the feelings in my heart.. I know you have change. you are not the old you anymore. wad happen? tell me. tell me. i love to know. (:

ps: what i learned today. is to be CAREFUL of my stuffs. check everything before i go. and... treasure the friends that i have right now. and not forgetting that they are the small missing pieces that will always complete our daily life. (: thanks guys!
i feel that i have been used. im like a puppet hanging from a string. controlled by the people who are around me. i feel useless. worthless.