Each step you take, each breath you make. I make mine too cuz Im Simply In Love With You.

Thursday, 30 July 2009 @ 8:00 pm

im officially bored today.
skip POA today just because we're late and get locked out.
not our FAULT! (ayys&me skip it together)
hahah. so we start school at 10am, 2 hr break at 12 pm and back hme at 3pm.
how bored could that be. hahaha. ((:
straight home, change and eat.
URGH!

right now, im babysitting my nieces while my bro&wife go out..
pfftt! while watching wendy wu:homecoming warrior.
watched it a million times already.
could this day get any worse.

im hoping he's here now.
GAWD! missing him man.
teehee. (:
JACK JACK!!!

and and... i maybe meeting phatt tmrw.
to have our lunch together.
its been a week since we last met.
and we have never been away from each other this long.
i MISS him bad. really, i do.. (:
*to phatt: i will tie my hair tmrw. haiyo!! ((:
hope i can go....

toodles! (:

GUMBALL&JACK!

Wednesday, 29 July 2009 @ 11:32 pm

ayys and me.. we are just too close to get separated. chey chey!!! dont jealous. JOKING!

BEFORE

AFTER, so prefer the after look. hahah. (:

HALU!!
im just not yet sleepy so i decided to blog..

plus! im starting on my presentation slides.....

this week i have been going out till late at night.
and my mum has started again..
with her favourite past-time which is called...
NAGGING!! yay! hahaha.
i cant believe it, man.
blame it on the menopause.
haha.

monday...
had my haircut.. for only $2.80 at SNIP AVENUE.
(same shop where i did my perming)
then.......
im out with ayysbaby.. went out to McD, cam-whored.
realised that we cant really study so we went to this void deck.
taught her POA, met up with LUTS!
it was only the 3 of us when RAM! came..
me and ayys were super duperly excited.
*wonder why* hahaha. ((:
we then separated to give ourself our private moment.
- me&luts and ayys&ram... -
we talked, laugh and dot dot dot.
teehee ((:
and home sweet home by 1130pm..

tuesday...
end school at 330pm.
then me and ayys hang till 630pm.
time to pick up our 'kids'.. chey! haha.
my nieces & her brother.
head home & chilled for the whole day..

wednesday...
finish school at 1230pm due to listening compre..
which was for me quite do-able.
met ayys at 3..
to buy our ourselves some new school shoes.
and we bought ours from LEE COOPER!
which costs me $39.90 cuz they were having a 20% discount.
head to McD to have our dinner & charge our laptop.
head to the same void deck.
finish up BZE when nad (sis) came with her friends. (hafeez&syahirah)
then i move my butt to meet up with LUTS!
i know.. again! hahaha.
talked, and treat my leftout friends (chey!) a can of redbull each.
which FYI costs me $6.
asshole arhs u guys...
he sent me home by 1045pm.

i know its kinda long.
and mostly ayys name must came up.
and this is probably because i LOVE her.
so much that i am not sick of her.
*vommitting*....
hahahaha. (: best days of my life.....

toodles!

@ 7:28 pm

this is my house in JB, just the outside. will show more inside in the next post..

me with my finally new hair, hahaha. looks funny.. right??? ((:

first time ooVoo-ing with mona's poly friends..

me and ayys cam-whored at McD during our study date..

watch fireworks on saturday with ayysbby.. (:

*im just so lazy to type...

pictures will do, okay?

anyho, these are all recent events that happened..

toodles!

LOVES!! ((:

Tuesday, 28 July 2009 @ 11:22 pm

im lost.
i cant think straight now.
my body is here, but my mind is wandering somewhere else.
how can this happen?

i dont like feeling this way.
it dont feels nice.
it doesnt feel good.
i want everything to be back to normal.

but it seems like i cant turn back the time.
and i can never look back on it.
i can never change the past.
and i can never have a do-over.

honestly..
i need you.
i want you.
so badly that i cant even think straight anymore.
i can never focus my mind on anything.

why is this happening?
i keep asking myself that alot of times.
i dont want this...
never want it....

Monday, 27 July 2009 @ 8:50 am

erm, im blogging from school right now.

basically, i have not quite much to say.

eh! wait!!wait!! got got.

erm, on saturday. went out with ayysbby. (:

it was really2 fun i tell you.

went to airport, ate at BK.

and for the first time, i didnt finish my mushroom swiss burger.

OMG!! what a waste! & its all thanks to her.

we talk talk and end up never finish.... haiyo!!

after that went to marina to watch the fireworks.

it was cool, got hearts and .........

& we remix the song 'womanizer'..

its nice i tell you.. ((:

then, met up with my sis's friends.

(hafiz&syahirah)...

hang at marina steps (talk and talk!! FUN!!) & head to my dad's workplace.

before that, bid my farewell to ayys&hafiz&syahirah...

HUGGED HER!!! hahahaha. *insideinsidething*

ill post pictures when i got home.

*me and ayss is blogging at the same time!!

toodles!!

*PS*..
i can say that im missing u badly.
i will never know whether it is wrong to start loving you.
cuz i barely knew you.
right now, all i can say is.
I REALLY WANT U!!!

Saturday, 25 July 2009 @ 2:12 am

DATE!!!
it was great. i lost and gain something in return.
what should i say? and...
how on earth should i feel about you.
i wanna like you but .......

i lost my first ____ and i got my first ______.
and i truly cant believe it, man.
like serious shits.

OMG!!! somebody effing help me.
i wanna talk to somebody about this.
but but!!!

i am so babbling right now.
im just speechless.
haiyo! so not a good sign.

but tonight has been great.
i LOVE it!

every second and every minute i spent with him.
went to *scape then vivocity's rooftop.
which was for me very romantic., very sceneric.
and very the very the .........
teehee.....

i want to but i dont want to! ?????

250709? ((:

Thursday, 23 July 2009 @ 5:41 pm

well, i guess the past few days have been great.

get to spend alot of time with ayys recently. (this girl up here)

haha. well, i LOVE her.

teehee. she has been a great.

and i wont forget about MONAdarls!

we talked, and i think we are gg to be just fine.

kan kan?

so, babe (ayys) !

you are most definitely welcome.

don't even mention it.

aite? because you too have been there for me.

when mona wasnt around.

chey!! haha.

LOVE uuu. :D

today, i purposely end my school at 11am.

haha. (: because i wont go to school for a 3-hr break.

but 1 hr lesson after that. (:

no way that gonna happen.

haha.

and you know what?

i miss *insert two names here*.

i miss them like only god knows how much.

i wanna talk to them.

it feels like so long, y'know.

haiyo!

my next post will be..

"If I had 24 hours to live,"..

know why? because this is the speech that i make during CMB.

and i wanna tell u what i said.

alrights?

toodles!!

xoxo. (:

muah!

Tuesday, 21 July 2009 @ 8:19 pm

this week started off really bad.
i HATE it lots! ALOT, i tell you.

i got caught for doing something that i purposely didnt mean to do it.
if im getting a letter in the next 3 weeks or so, im dead.
and all of you who knows me, pls feel free to visit my grave anytime soon.
hahaha.((:

anyone who is eager to know what i am being caught for.
pls do ask me personally cuz its really embarassing to share here in my blog.
where everyone can know, haha. ((:
and i really dont want that. y'know.

so, other than that.
everything is great. finally, things are going back the way it should.
i like seeing people happy because that is what makes me happy.
haha. ((:

PS: i think i somehow have a sixth sense.
its getting more visible these days.
i HATE it! ):

Saturday, 18 July 2009 @ 2:00 pm

the pictures on what have been going on in my life for the last few months. ((:

briefly, dinner at a hotel.

outing with my gals (seesha).
can-whore with my new laptop in a car.

guess you could say stuffs "is it just it? so boring!"

honestly, not at all.

toodles ((:

@ 1:46 am

woohoo.

i am so freaking happy today.

like finally ive started calling fatullah's dad "baba".
because cuz he wants me to and i want to.
and like finally, i learned how to drive a car.
altough its an auto-car. & still in the process of learning.
from my beloved baba.
thanks so much ba!
loves!!

and guess what?
I think i was born to be a driver.
i wasnt even scared, man.
i was full of confidence.
chey!! hahaha. ((:

well, everything has been going well with me and phatt.
finally we're talking again.
cant live without my lil bro, man.
chey chey!! hahaha. (:

and and........

i MISS all my PRI sch friends.
i MISS all my SEC sch friends.

when want meet sey? hmph...
hahaha.
sorry talk nonsense.
just so effing happy about me driving a car.
hahaha.

nite nite.

PS: dont think i need you anymore.

muah!

Saturday, 11 July 2009 @ 7:57 pm

i somehow like and dislike yesterday.
i was out the whole day yesterday.
went out with my friends, which we call ourselves BQC.
we went to a youth gig held at taman jurong cc.
hahaha. (:

basically, i like the first part of the whole outing.
and i dont refer to the show, mind you.
when it was just us 4.
we talked, we have fun.
it was all so cool.

when it came to the last part.
where its back to the five of us.
its different, i feel different.

i feel like an outcast, not needed.
and i really dont like that feeling.
everyone got someone except me.
you guys will be walking as a couple.
and ill just be there walking like
'a mum watching out for the kids'.
you know?

thats it.
im out.
thats final.

i guess.
toodles.

Tuesday, 7 July 2009 @ 9:59 pm

Oh my god lah!!
Like finally i have my OWN PERSONAL laptop.
yay me! right right? teehee. ((:
i am just super duper excited.
its PINK and just so beautiful.

well, i hope i can download everything by tonight.
unfortunately, i cant. POOR ME!
my daddy&god-daddy say i must upgrade my laptop first before downloading anything.
whatever the upgrade lah. i cant talk computer. not my language.
so they're going to do it for me.
hmm. ((: i appreciate the kindness though.
so i hope we go the COMP shop soon.

because.........
i cant wait to webcam with all my friends thru oovoo/msn.
i cant wait to download the songs......
the videos....
i cant wait to camwhore using my laptop...

teehee.
like finally (AGAIN)...
i get all the photos from the seesha outing and sentosa outing.
so i promise to upload it in the next post, aite? ((:

TOODLES!!!