Each step you take, each breath you make. I make mine too cuz Im Simply In Love With You.

Wednesday, 27 May 2009 @ 8:55 pm

GOT TAGGED BY MONA!

so i had to do this.

1) How do you feel when you wake up this morning?

- i feel very dragged to school.

2) Who was the last person you took photo with?
- with ayys(aishah) and sotong(yeming).

3) Would you consider yourself being spoil?
- HAHAHAH! sometimes. most of the time, im good. (:

4)Would you ever donate blood?
- today, tomorrow, NEVER!

5) Have you ever had a bestfriend who was opp. sex?
- YES. when i was in primary school. LOTS!

6) Do you want someone dead?
- YES!!!

7) What does you last message say?
- 'kul braper nak sampai?' (what time wanna reach?) hahaha. (:

8) What are you thinking right now?
- eating french fries since im at McD right now. and smoke later! (:

9) Do you wish someone with you right now?
- YESSSSS. the HOT delivery McD guy! chey!! hahaha.

10) What time you went to bed last night?
- my guess is midnight. cuz i met some new neighbours in m'sia. heheee..

11) Where did you buy the T-shirt that you're wearing right now?
- ripcurl, and its not mine sey. hahah. (:

12) Is someone in your mind?
- YESSSS. totally.

13) Who was the last person who text you?
- my sis-in-law. hmm (:

14) 5 people tagged to do this quiz:
1)ZIE
2)ZIELA
3)ELLISYA
4)MAISARAH
5)JANNAH

15) Who is 2 having relationship with?
-its for me to know, and you to find out.

16) Is 1 a male or female?
- FEMALE LAH SEY!

17) Is 3 single?
- NOPE! she's attached. sorry guys.

18) What is 4 studying bout?
- business admin lah. same as me. (:

19) When was the last time you had a chat with 5?
- its been so long and i dont remember. (: hahs!

20) Why do you do this quiz?
- i had nothing to do. and im BORING!

Tuesday, 26 May 2009 @ 7:16 am

i soooo LOVE ADAM LAMBERT!!

although he's gay and everything.
i still think he is like the hottest thing on earth.
dont you agree?
with the eyeliner and black nail polish.
OH MY MAMA!!

his voice. oh myy!
dont even get me started on this, hahs.
like an angel but with a lil bit of devil inside.
(sweet voice but with a rocker attitude)
hahs. i think i am obsessed with him lah.

the hair, the eyes, his lips..........
alright alright, i know i gotta stop.
later arhs people say what sey. hahah. (:

BYE!!!!!!!!!
I LOVE ADAM LAMBERT!!!!!!!!!!!

Monday, 25 May 2009 @ 5:20 pm

i lost my PHONE!!!

its been one hell of a week last week.
like serious shit.
many things are happening.
not to me but to most people around me.
PLUS: NOT in school today.

to babe:
i will always be there for you, you know that.
i will always always have your back and support you in any way that i can.
alright? trust me on this. (:
i LOVE you babe.

my weekends are great. like seriously.
well, except for yesterday though.
all im doing now is blaming myself.
so this is how the story goes.
read up y'all. hahaha. (:

on saturday, i went back to singapore like ard 3 plus.
my plan was to go out with ash, but she bailed out on me.
with reasons lah. so i inderstood-ed lah.
then my dad drop me, my sis and fatullah at penin.
walk around abit and my sis and i decided to go tampines instead.
and fatullah head to his dance class.
and blah blah blah........... i wasnt in the mood the whole day.

on sunday, we got MFB's selection process.
i was the facilitator for the day.
it was fun and all lah.
met some of the last few cohort's alumni.
it was really fun and games.
it starts around eight and ends around at 6.30pm.
so after everything, most of the alumni went to parkway to have our dinner.
it was a blast, had a laugh with ying&eugene.
we are the bitches for the day.
hahaha. *inside joke*
after the dinner, most left.
and i was left with eugene,yu xin, bala and my boss(which ive forgotten the name.sorry!)
haha. after eugene left me in the MRT.
to head myself to chinatown to meet with fatullah's family.
this is when i realise i LOST my phone.
oh yes! i lost my girly, sparkly, pink LG phone.
when i realised it was missing, i just couldnt cry.

PS:
what a waste! i cursed the girl who stole my phone till the day i die.
how i know its a girl cuz i left it in the ladies room.
yes i do blame myself for everything. hmm. (:

so im left with nothing in the MRT.
when i got down at chinatown, i was pratically running to the nearest public phone.
and called my dad but he didnt pick up and i called my sis-in-law to ask fo fatullah's number.

* just to add: i didnt remember my mum&fatullahs number.
it will be easier if i remember. so i can just call him instead.

after a few mins, crying like mad&cursing loudly while sitting on the floor.
i saw a familiar face walking around in the MRT.
it was fatullah. saved by his familiar face in my not-so doing well brain.
i ran to him and just hugged him real tight.
he was like my angel on that day. thanks fatul! teehee.
and not forgetting firdaus! (fatullah's cousin)

oh my! what a day lah.
i was tired from everything and ended up not going to school today.

another PS:
to all my friends who read my blog.
pls do send me your number thru email or facebook (thru private message).
pls pls pls!!!!!!!!!! (:

Wednesday, 20 May 2009 @ 7:17 am

sorry about the last post.
i wanted to continue but im just too lazy to type.

and apologies for the sudden too many pictures.

i just wanted to put some colors in my blog.haha!

oh yarhs! as you can see in some pics, thr are highlights in my hair.

those are extensions, mind you,

not real!! just wanted to be honest!

and i know i look oo-glair(ugly) in some pics.

so wth?!

hahaha.

my hands are tired from all the writing, texting and netball-ing.
it was very tiring yesterday.
really tiring. after that rushed to my dad's car to go back to jb.
and today i have pe. what an a-hole.

i can tell that today is going to be a long hard day.

sometimes i just wished for everything to stop.
times just keep flying faster everyday.
assignments are piling up.
and im procrastinating. like always.
when can i stop being like this.
i wanna change. and i wanna be different.
i wanna be someone that i am not right now.
i dont wanna be the same old nabila.
plain and boring nabila.
i just wanna be happy and fun like i used to be.
without any problems to think&solve about.
people just think that im always happy and fun.
but deep inside..........
guess i put on a good show, huh?
when can all the change happen to me?
im still waiting.

talking about assignments, i have not even started BZE case study.
i had to hand it in on friday and im not even close to finishing it.
CMB, the mas selamat's report which i personally think have nothing to do with CMB.
and i need to do it. and i have not even started it.
and it was due when? LAST WEEK!
wth?! i know.

ps: i am officially a procrastinator.

am now, always is.
A-HOLE! (:

Saturday, 16 May 2009 @ 10:53 pm

im officially stressed!
as said in my facebook.
both personal and not personal.

will be back!
going out for a drink with family and friends.
im in JB now.
tee hee. (:

Thursday, 14 May 2009 @ 10:43 pm

hello! its been less than a week but it feels like a week already.
since i last updated. i miss blogging but i dun miss it.

okay, im talking shit here already.

its been a hell of a week this week.
like seriously.
very funny and very the kecoh! (:

had lotsa laugh, lotsa fun!
i have crazy friends, crazy classmates and now crazy me!
i love all the gossips we have as a class.
we all act as if we've known each other for so long.
there's like no secrets between us!
its kinda cool i think! teehee. (:

remember i said i have debate?
guess what? my group won!
woohoo.
it consists of me, maisarah, humai and zie.
we got highlighters as token of participation.
but the other team didnt get it! LOSER!!!
hahahaha.

alot has been happening lately. to me lah!
its chaotic.
i havent even started my case study yet!
not even study for the upcoming tests & CAs.
ass-hole ah.

stressing about all the things around me.
will update more when im not lazy.

im in JB now where im the only one awake in the house.
i know, must wake up at 4 but i still havent sleep.
crazy! confirm sleepy in class tmrw.
good luck to me arhs.

its been four days since i last saw my mummy.
i miss her! today then i got the chance to be with her.
it sucks, right? but WhatEvs, we all made a choice to live in Jb.
without even thinking of the consequences.
haiyo! stupid dumb dumb!!

ps: i havent see you lately.
where are you?
i have been looking for you.
same place. where are you?
just crazy thinking about you!

Sunday, 10 May 2009 @ 10:32 pm

HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY MONA!!!

i love you & i miss you lots!

and may you be showered with LOVE & HAPPINESS all year round! (:

right now, im going to update you guys of my 1 week activities.

the start of this week was super BORING!
cuz i was sick with high fever, cough, running nose & soar throat.
ass-hole! haha.
i just reach school and i had to go home 15 mins later.
waste my time!!
went to the doctor and got 2 days mc.
so i officially started on a wednesday.
& guess what? i miss a hell lots of lessons!
& it wasnt fun!
*thanks to a few friends, i got to catch up on alot of stuffs that i was missing.

on wednesday, i went to YOG place near *insert place*.
cuz i dont know where.
quite fun lah, played games & learn more the upcoming YOG.
that i decided to volunteer my time to volunteer there.
hahs! so the semangat, i know.
that day was my dad's berfdae too.
so yarhs.

below are my beautiful classmates & friends!

on friday, went back to malaysia.
and today got back here.
cuz apparently, my sis & my dad are both not schooling & working tmrw.
so they are not coming in tmrw.
very the SIANZ.
stupid school!
dont want give school holiday.
today is mother's day and i dont get to spend it with her.
what a bummer!

but whatever it is,

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY MUMMY!

i love you and only god knows how much.

i know i cannot repay everything you've done for me.

all the sacrifices.

i appreciate it MA!

but instead i spend the day with my brother's family.
first went to bugis to collect their finished family photo.
then went to east coast park to have our lunch.
thanks for the treat!
then met up with my brother's group 'VENTRUE' at kallang.
which was super cool, i thought.
hahs!
that was definitely it.

*i maybe meeting mona tmrw.
*and maybe meeting amirah around this coming week, right?
so i really cant wait.
well, its gonna be a super busy week.
with case study to do, debate, CCA (netball&drama) and reports!
haiyo! very the stress!

but this is what it takes to get myself into poly.
so, whatever!! (: haha

PS: missing you.
its been so long and i cant take it no more.
where are you?