im happy. im glad. im happy that im with you now after 1 year. im glad that we get to spend our time together before i had to go back JB. *sobs ): 280809, ill always remember it. K baby? and i hope u do too. Right now, im officially with Fadil Ariffin. teehee (: he is just the sweetest thing. baby, i love you. and im missing you alot right now. we went to Henderson Waves that night. it was beautiful apart from the fact that a group of pple were noisy. Urgh! haha.. it was one of the best night i had. (: i love you..

before everything of this magical thingy happen, i went out with my classmates for break-fast! at arab street. it was alright. although not everyone was there, but it was fun. met up with ayysbby and my dad send us to bugis. walk around & did some window-shopping. ALOT of stuffs i wanna go buy. Mona/ayys/ana, teman me can? ((: heheh. after i eat and all, me and ayys went off early, like 8 plus. cuz i had to meet fadil. drop ayys at bugis and i went to meet fadil. sorry baby for being late. teehee, u know me. never punctual.. then he decided that we went to Henderson Waves, so he drove us there. get there, and that was when all the magical thing happen.. ((:

okay, so im going to my sec school tmrw with my friends. and after that, its either i go out with my friends or go meet up with baby. hmm ???? baby is going back in on wednesday morning. he's taking mc today.. although he is perfectly alright. hahah. (: and im soo bored at home right now. cant text baby.. NOT FAIR!! who ask me become 'malaysian'.. Haiyo!!

Klah. Toodles!!!! (:

its time to get myself two size smaller, gyeah! haha. no lah. fasting month is the time where u repent and do all the good deeds, no? i dont know... i think my time was well spent this week. i spent my days schooling. and not going off halfway and miss out any lessons. right? if i remember lah. haha. thursday, we celebrated azreen's birthday with a pizza cake. which was sweet. next is my birthday, kan? teehee, no lah.. (:

yesterday was great, met up with fadil. and it was great. finally we meet, after 1 year of contacting thru texts. we went to marina barrage.. and spent our time there. till 10 plus. he sent me to my dad's workplace... and that was it. i miss him lots already.. :(

and fyi. this is not the guy who i am referring to all this while thru my posts. that guy? has been long forgotten.. yerp! (: i know i sound like a bitch, but im not. i dont think so. i admit that i have been contacting with some guys but its not what u guys think it is. im not like that. im just a girl finding for true love and happiness. but heartbreaks is all i get in return. is this fair? u tell me. im just trying to settle down with a guy i truely love and thats it. is it too much to ask? but i know, my time will come soon. im just waiting for it to happen. ((:

okay, im going to help my mum out now.
toodles! (:

TAG! (:

Hello!! first thing first, i MISS you.. this time i really mean it. you went and left me deserted.. i dont know where u went cuz apparently you didnt tell me. there are many questions that i want to ask. i dont know where to start nor how to end it. i need you badly baby.. i really do.....

BBQ went great! it was awesome. i had tons of fun but sadly not with the people im hoping to have fun with. its all random pple.. like my bro's friend, Zaki who i think its married and 30 years of age & look really hot.. & dini! my new friend that i made. haha. she very kecoh larhs! (: hahah. then it was monday, a very mundane day i tell you.. last part of the day, it was HORRIBLE.. i got to know the most biggest secret that i really dont want to know about. but thanks lil'bro for telling me. now i finally understood.. everything.. tuesday was definitely not awesome. starts school at 12, end at 4. & i have to go back JB. hmm. BORING!


HECTIC LIFE.. HECTIC SCHEDULE...
GAWD!!! there are no words to describe everything that has been happening to me..
to be honest, i hate every part of it.. EVERY PART!! i just want it end A.S.A.P.. ive been praying to god, asked him what have i done wrong to deserve all this. cuz i dont think my heart could take it any longer. sometimes it just feels like bursting out... that is how painful it is.. it is in a very critical condition... i just need someone to heal it for me with love and true happiness.. im guessing that is all my heart yearn for. (:

yesterday (FRIDAY) was very tiring, starts my day with school as usual.. and im finally done with my presentation. it went well, i tell you. agree with me? hahah. my friends were there for me. FRONT ROW.. hahaha. it kept me smiling thru the whole thing. lindadarls did great! (: finally, its done! *another obstacle yg sudah ku tempuhi*.. hahaha. then went back to Jb with cousins which was for me enjoyable.. went back in at 0300am... sleptover at my cousin's house..

right now(SATURDAY), im at my bro's house preparing for the bbq tmrw. im trying my best to stay awake for the whole thing since im sleeping late tonight and waking up early tmrw... hahah. (: wish me luck? im hoping for everything to went well..

*Baby, come back! (:
i really need u this time..
cuz i need my stuff back.....
BASTARD!!!!!!!!
eh hello, im in school now. its been long since i last updated my blog from school. my days in school are pretty much fun because i have all the right people. ayysbby,natthoney, ellisya, jannah, humai, ain, deanna, faiszah and everyone. sorry if i miss anyone out. tag me if i do. okok? yesterday was fun but so tiring because when im in Singapore. i just cant force myself to sleep early. haiyo baby!! how arhs?? ok! yesterday i spent the whole day with HER!! everyday her... naik jelak! hahaha... (referring to ayysbby). go do POA, taught her POA. then go CUT hair with her. then go her house do BZE. but whatever it is, thanks for everything!! kk babe? LOVE you banyak banyak...

MONAdarls!!!! where you man? senyap jek... when to meet me nie? I MISS UU like crazy already. dont uu miss me babe? tak kan... sedih nyer!!! so sad, monabby dont love me no more.. somebody just kill me please.... *so the drama*

babybaby, i miss you. it is so nice to hear your voice last night. like finally baybeh! (: chey chey! hahaha, when to meet me baby? i want go sentosa.. kk? ok enough of baby! talked too much about him already.. i dont want talk to him no more. just like monabby..!

hahahaha, toodles!!! (:
Like in FB, never punctual is almost an addiction..
procrastination is already an addiction..
being punctual is never an addiction..
mwarks!










yesterday was great!!
i had a great time with baby.
went out at around 8 plus till at least 10 plus.

lemme tell u, it was magical.
chey chey! im becoming so........
URGH!

it was nice to get to spend time with him.
cuz its been a week already.
and i miss him like crazy..
hahaha (:

today was average.
just that, i dont realise how different people can be.
how we are all walking from different walks of life.
judging from the outside, they may look perfect.
but inside, people are actually suffering and keeping something from everyone.
im glad that we all get to talk to each other.
opening up is the first step.. y'know.

okay enough enough!
anyho, my mum get to do another show for herself.
by blaming me for everything.. SHIT!
somehow, i realise that its my fault..
but still...........
ill learn from my mistakes.
and trust me mummy..
i wont do anything that im not ready for.
please, ma?
i LOVE you and i dont want a fight.

* i miss home.
but i dont know which one.
here or there? hmm...

toodles! (:


yay! monday was great.
like seriously.. hahs.
had alot of laughs with ayysbby and natt.
although linda was not thr, she had problems with her family.
WE STILL MISS YOU!

lindababe,
stay strong okay.
for yourself and also your mum..
if anything, just text me.
and ill be there.
thats my promise to you. ((:

other than that, after school.
me and ayysbby went out to eat.
then went to the bedok reservoir to de-stress ourselves.
from everything. teehee. (:

someone is definitely being a bitch today.
i was pissed i tell you.
thanks to ayysbby.
i will forgive u for that.
i know u were just being protective of me.
smiles ((:

wanted to meet baby today.
but he was busy with his school work.
FORGIVEN! if not....... hahhahah.
BABY, i am missing u like crazy.
meet me soon, okeh? (:
teehee......


toodles! (:


PS: start being understanding and stop being rebellious!