there's no real
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love in you
Friday, 10 October 2008 @ 10:36 am

i love you babe! (:

i would be on hiatus for awhile.
going away to study.
i would blog just for this moment.
and say what i want say.
(:

these days have been stressful.
due to studying and deciding whether im going for grad night.
everyone i hate has been pissing me off.
and i hate it.
some of you may know who they are.

i hate people bugging in my life like that.
its my life and its my choice.
you get that?

my heart says GO.
you'll have fun taking pictures and stuffs.
but my mind says NO.
it will be just a waste of money.
PLUS you are under financial difficulty.
why must i go?

see. im confused myself.
and im a real fickle-minded girl
so its really has been hard, you know.

i really dont know what to decide.
but i know i have to decide soon before time runs late.
GO or DONT GO?
this is the choice i have to make in approx 2 days.

oh wells, thats is!

xoxo. muah! (:
Monday, 6 October 2008 @ 2:57 pm

im still wondering to myself.
why the hell i am here blogging while my friends out there studying.
why why why? hahaha. so dramatic.
im studyng later.
i just decided to blog now.
so i could study the whole day with or without stopping. (:
i think its better that way. no distractions.
right??? hmm.
i would really like to give feedbacks on the english intensive programme.
i wish. but one thing for sure. by the time o level english arrive.
i will be out of stories. haha (: nah. jkjk.
i think this would really help us.
first, waking up early. if not because of this i will be waking up at 10amto12pm.
thus, i will have lesser time to study.
second, it will help me improve on my english.
third, help me create more stories.
i loike! (: heheh.
today i chose PAIN to be the heading of my compo.
i wrote about physically abuse and mentally abuse.
about the childhood i never had.
very touching. (: (:
i just got my caramel frappe. thanks nadiahSIS for buying it for me. greatly appreciated.
yeah! at last. ive been wanting it since fasting month seyy. now then got. what lahh. (:
im currently sipping away this nice drink while lying on my mum's big comfy bed with my lappie! (: woohoo.
thats the life.
ok! im getting back to my books!
you could call me bookworm, nerd, geek!
i dont care. cuz its going to be me for this one month.
oh yeah! (:
xoxo.
Sunday, 5 October 2008 @ 4:52 pm

HELLO HELLO!
its my birthday 3 days ago.
2nd October!!

it was bitter at first but its sweeter when im getting thru the night.
there was some reasons behind the bitter part. but i rather not talk about it.
continue.....
of course there was cake! (: LOVES! its a mango cake from PRIMA DELI.
yummy! (: my FAVES! thanks daddy!

got a present from littleSIS. (a jewellery mannequin)
got a present from bigBRO. (LEVIs shades)
got a present from ramonaBESTIE. (gladiators)
got a present from auntyANDuncle ($20.00)
thanks y'all. (: HEARTS!

i would also like to thank my friends for wishing me..
whether it is an SMS or face to face..
these are the people who wish me. & i hope i never miss anyone out.
WAIT! i know i dont. i triple check it. hehe (: just in case..
PLUS its not in order.

LOVEDones
mummy&daddy, nadiah, ryhana, rizal, suffian, shafiq, masharday&marliana, aunty&uncle
my littleNIECES
(ayu, athirah and asfarina)
FRIENDS
amirah, fairuz, ramona, sahimah, kazimah, fakhirah, shuting, jannah, anira, janice, nicola, suffian, ahmadis, idham, othman, sallehin, rauf, hakim
idayu, ellyna, edward, yongxiangN30, nuril, afifah, munirrah, saiful, anaqi.
LOVE y'all... (: smiling.

RAYA
my first day raya was okay.
it is so KECOH-rable.
visit my nenek&atuk house and some of my dad&mummy's cousin.
thats it. cause i got school the next day.
so i dont want to tire myself. but i did.
i fell asleep most of the time.
haha (:

but what i really missed most this year is visiting my ATUK.
i cried thinking of him. i cried on the eve of rayer.
i cry everyday till today.
but i really hope it will wear off soon.
my o's are coming. thats why ...
*praying praying

my studies are okay.
been studying and revising and learning some new things.
hehe (: mummy&daddy really got high expectations for me.
so i really must do well. and go to POLY (: amin.

and a very HAPPY BIRTHDAY to janiceMEII.
may you be blessed with joy and fun.
and all the best to your future endeavours. (:
LOVES! (:

well, i believe i covered everything that happened.
hehe (: and i dont wish to miss anything out.

xoxo.
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