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Tuesday, 30 June 2009 @ 1:21 am

oh my god lah. its been so so long.
since i last updated. and i soOooo MISS it, man.
haha. got lots and lots to spill.
and alot has happened lah.
like really alot, i tell you.

(i just feel like typing, okay? just let me do it. bare with it&make sure u read it!!!)

basic, me no change. maybe a kg lesser.
teehee. still in the making of a new skinny-me.
secondly, my CF is in love with my sis. what an a-hole. ((:
just maybe one day he would realise me. ME! ME! haha. stress sey.
third, finally getting a new LAPTOP!!!! a FUJITSU laptop. and its PINK!!
around this week lah. i guess. right mummy? ((:
fourth, im still not done with my holiday homeworks!! like serious shit.
gotta start doing. school start next week man.
i am so SLACK! SHAGGED! ZOMBIE-LIKE right now. & maybe recently.
fifth, somehow just recently i started dressing up like a hip hopper (is there even such a word?)
with the hip hop cap and all. WTH????!!!!! i need a major 911! like IMMEDIATELY.
MONA, help? teehee. ((:
sixth, i bought two new bags in malacca. BACKPACK&HANDBAG.
super super cute.
seventh, i wanna cut my hair like A.S.A.P. latest like wednesday.
& i WONT care about what people say. i WONT and i double sure i WONT regret it.
eighth, on 290609 i broke my virginty on having my first seesha at haji lane.
with with amirah,fairuz,mona,nuhaa,raudah,filzah&hanif. woohoo!
nineth,now im abit tanner due to sun tanning at sentosa with ISB-ians.
im like so dark, maybe except for my face. haha.
tenth,i am still in love with Chuck Bass aka Ed Westwick. ((:

recent happenings,
*sentosa outing
*malacca outing with family
*seesha with classmates
*still undone projects with ISB-ians.
still more to come.and some which i simply forget. teehee. ((:

kk. bye bye!! (:


ILYF
Wednesday, 10 June 2009 @ 12:52 pm

i can go crazy missing him.
we just talked but still...
gosh!! i keep telling myself
"dun u think he's too young for you, nabila?"
i dont know how to answer that.
i have to MOVE on from him.
but everytime, i just failed.
i guess you can call me a big FAILURE.
always is, always am.

i need monaBESTIEFOREVER. teehee.
please call me babe! i NEED you!!!

as you all know, im starting my holidays this friday, right?
but i dont think ill enjoy myself fully though.
BECAUSE:

ill be having a class outing on 18th June 2009.
to where? SENTOSA!! woohoo!! haha.
can't wait can't wait.
its been so long since i last been there.
swimming lah sey!!

3 of my classmates will be sleeping over at my house on 16th june.
(LINDA, AISHAH AND ASH!)
know why? cuz we will buying our frozen food over at malaysia.
oh yeah! KECOH KAN??
hahaha. and then and then go back to ASH's house.
overnight for a day and fry everything morning of 18th June.
oh yeah!! tak sabar lah sey.
FYI, this are all my BESTIE.

then then, i must do CMB project some more.
BZE case study 2, then study for CA after hoilidays.
PACK lah sey.
and and, i need a JOB, god dammit.
i got no money lah!!
i want go shopping and buy alot of stuffs.
hmm......
Tuesday, 9 June 2009 @ 9:50 am

life has been hectic for awhile.
i just cant wait to get my mind on the holidays.
it starts on friday. oh my!
im left with three more days and another quiz.
come on, when is it gonna start?
i am already feeling the hols.
when will it be official?
hahaha. (:

going out with friends this friday.
dont know where. what to wear sey????
and there will be an interview for me. MAYBE!
trying my luck to go to SHANGHAI this year.
yay!! (: (its got something to do with the taiwan thing i did last year).

PS: i wanna rewind everything back to saturday, 060609.
please? i just wanna do it differently that day.

i always thought you could be the one for me.
you showed me signs and i just thought.... hmm..
eventhough, i know that i need to wait for you for at least 4 years to be with you.
this may seem a long time but i rather wait than not being with you.
you always lighten me up with your laughter, jokes.
you are easy to talk to although we are in different in so many ways that i cant explain.

after that incident on 060609,
it kept me thinking for awhile.
are u really that worth it?
well apparently, you are.
it got me thinking again.
if its worth it, can i actually wait for you for 4 years?

and there is still no answer to this.
xoxo
nabila.
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