today is the most depressing day of my life.
whew. im trying not to cry while typing this.

my granddad passed away.
at 9:48am, 21st august 2008.
he is suffering from infective endocarditis.
this has got to do with the heart valves.
i find this on the dictionary.com.
hahs.

well, im glad that his soul was taken away without him suffering.
seeing him suffering make me hurt so badly.
i cried and i had many sleepless nights.
now that you are gone leaving us all here to continue our journey.
i will always pray the best for you.
hope u will hold a place in heaven.
im sorry, we're sorry if we have hurt you in anyway.
forgive me and forgive us.

to atuk: i love you and it will never change.
i will always pray for you. (: may god forgive you for the wrong you've done.

so, it has been a depressing day indeed.