Each step you take, each breath you make. I make mine too cuz Im Simply In Love With You.

Saturday, 24 January 2009 @ 8:20 pm

finally some colours in my blog!

hey!

thanks to my cousin's chalet at aloha loyang.

my body is aching all over, man.

from my hands to my feet!

and also im having sore throat from drinking cold water.

tired arhs.

it was a 3 days 2 night thing.

celebrating *something something.

first day, played games like taboo.

abit of cam-whoring with princessANA.

then eat.

its so funny arhs. and fun! haha (:

so its only me who slept-over there. since my SIS has to go to school the next day.

my mum also dont want.

slept at ard 1am plus to 2am. cuz we were dead beat by then.

i slept with ANA and her brother all in one bed.

we were all like scary cats.

say stuffs like got ghost. my another cousin decided to pranked us by being a ghost.

thanks uh! haha.

Day 2 were bbq and swiiming.

we played water bombs & water polo at pool.

tired but gerek lah.

i was the striker. haha. cool.

*inside joke.

bbq was super fun.

while the men are bbq-ing, we the girls were just waiting for food &
eat everything up.

alas, the guys only ate lil food, while we ate quite alot.
played jungle speed and once again im the loser cuz i really wasnt good at it.

really. (: played chilli chop and this game arhs, dont know what its called.

day 3 was home which is today.
ate at changi point for breakfast.

got home and mummy said clean the house.

another agent is coming in today.

wahlau! tired already and still ask me do housework.

thanks uh mummy.

ps: thanks to all my friends who hoped i was doing okay.

i wanted to got to poly. but since that day.

ive decided that i am going to higher nitec and take a course under leisure&travel.

thanks again! and im sure going to miss you guys. (:

Friday, 16 January 2009 @ 12:14 am

im so fucked up today.
when i thought everything would be okay.
and i could endure whatever comes.
this is what happened.

i was hoping to do what A asked me to. so i did.
i got there, ask some questions and this woman tell me the most ridiculous thing ive ever heard.

' our school does not allow this system where the student pass their english&maths but not the other relevant subjects. we only give special admission to the students who failed their english&maths. but pass the others. you could try other school but im sure its the same thing.'

that is what the woman said. not even a sorry to actually make me feel better.
thanks arhs. what kind of answer is that.
its shit man. and i think higher nitec is my choice.
or my mum said 'private school take diploma'. still choosing though.

im sorry for being harsh.
im just super mad that i cried the whole journey from that school to JB.
then my sweet sister bought me choco and peach tea. hee.
and im all better.
thanks adik. i really need that (:

and and i saw the house that im living in approx. 1 month time.
its really really big, i tell you. and to make me feel extra better today.
my parents said that i can finally have my own room. how cool is that.
super, i know. hahaha.
i cant wait! (:

so i just got home. tmrw me&mummy going to spring clean the house so the agent could come by and take a look. (: so its hardworking nabila mode on. haha.

xoxo. byeee!

ps: im so in love with twilight esp edward cullen.
that i could watch the movie over and over again! (: yeah!

Tuesday, 13 January 2009 @ 11:25 pm

hey.
so maybe ite is not really my first choice.
im applying for dae.
short for direct admission exercise (if im not mistaken) ha!
hope i can still have the chance to be in poly. or not!
dont know.
one thing for sure, im really going to work hard for ite and get myself into poly.
JIA YOU! (:

okay. my dad planned not to see the house today.
but maybe this friday.
its really decided. i guess.
haiyo!
but the truth is, i think im okay with moving given the current situation.
its more like i cant wait to move.
to get away / escape from all of this s**t.

*been sleeping late for the few months back.
all ive been doing is watch Gossip Girl and other shows.

time to change. its really time to change.

im going to buckle myself up and endure this roller coaster ride.
and its not going to be easy.

xoxo. buhbye! (:

Monday, 12 January 2009 @ 9:05 pm

its like finally i got my results. oh yeah.
although its not what i expected it to be.
but but ...
im sorry to the people that msged me.
im just not in the mood to reply.
but ill definitely make a call to princess ANA later.
okay okay? hee (:

my results are okay lah.
at least its better than my prelims result.
way way better.
and yes! i gotta admit that i AM going to ite.

that will not be my final decision.
but im thinking about it very hard.
it a hard decision but i have to make it soon.

moving to msia is finally confirm.
my dad already found a house there.
it will be finalise tomorrow when the person called my daddy.
and and my house im living in right now will be rented out.
so yeah?

hahah.
okay bye bye. (:
xoxo.

CONGRATS!
to all my friends who make it to poly.
MONA, AMIRAH AND FAIRUZ.
guess im the only one.
what luck! (:

Saturday, 10 January 2009 @ 11:28 pm

updates about me.
im bored so i just thought i did a little update about me. (:
sorry if it is a bore.

hmm.

movies i love to watch again:
twilight, bedtime stories, wild child and angus,thongs and perfect snogging.

shows i love to watch:
desperate housewives, ugly betty, heroes, gossip girl and 90210.

in love with celebrities:
ed westwick, aaron johnson, giovanni ribisi, robert hoffman. alot arhs. (:

places i wanna go:
LA, New York, Paris, Rome, Maldives, Mauritius, London, DC. (: && more!

things i SO want:
slim-T camera, more clothes&skirt&jeans, makeup, accessories.

what i want:
my own room, a long holiday and a perfect boyfriend. hee! (:

in the future (WANTS) 10 years from now :
a happy&big family, own house and living with my parents and a walk in closet. RICH?

in the near future:
pass my o levels, at least get into poly and have a REALLY good job.

i guess thats it. hmm.
so i guess im really moving to malaysia.
cant believe that. like seriously.
my dad has plans already.
we will be moving like in february or march or april.
good luck to me! (:

okay, so the results will be on monday.
at 2pm.
i SO cant believe that!
i know im going to fail. like really BADLY.
so my beloved people who told me that i surely get into poly.
STOP! giving me false hopes. okay?
i really dont need that.

okay friends. this is it.
this is what we are all hoping for.
MONA & AMIRAH, i know you will surely pass and get into poly.
okay?
hee! (:
see u guys soon!

right now im at my brother's house.
sleeping over.
cuz my babyAYU force me to.

went out with MONA yesterday and the day before.
to bugis accompany her buy clothes.
so looong never see her.
miss her loads! (:
and yesterday to SP.
teman-ing her again. haha.
then go to SGH. eat and sit and smile.
haha. (:
her mum then sent me home.
thanks mona's mum. (:

bye! (:

Sunday, 4 January 2009 @ 7:26 pm

i am so slacking.

and i feel so lethargic.

i dont even know what to write about.

cuz it seems that i have done nothing.

just thinking of what my results will be.

ill bet it will be horrible as what i always dream/thought of.

i read mona's blog. said it will be confirmed out on 15th january.

that day will be my most saddest and full of regrets day.

i know i have done so bad.

and i will say 'thats it, my life is over'.

this is what ive always think of.

feeling all very negative.

*happy thoughts happy thoughts

*lalalalalalala

okay.

recently, i went to marina barrage with my bro's family.

it was nice and all lah.

but quite boring.

took pictures here and there.

blah blah blah.

then sleepover at princessANA's house.

fun fun! talk talk! watch tv!

slack till 5am. haha. cool cool.

lets do it again! (:

and and i miss all my friends.

both all and new.

haha.

*will update pictures soon.

bye! (: