im so fucked up today.
when i thought everything would be okay.
and i could endure whatever comes.
this is what happened.

i was hoping to do what A asked me to. so i did.
i got there, ask some questions and this woman tell me the most ridiculous thing ive ever heard.

' our school does not allow this system where the student pass their english&maths but not the other relevant subjects. we only give special admission to the students who failed their english&maths. but pass the others. you could try other school but im sure its the same thing.'

that is what the woman said. not even a sorry to actually make me feel better.
thanks arhs. what kind of answer is that.
its shit man. and i think higher nitec is my choice.
or my mum said 'private school take diploma'. still choosing though.

im sorry for being harsh.
im just super mad that i cried the whole journey from that school to JB.
then my sweet sister bought me choco and peach tea. hee.
and im all better.
thanks adik. i really need that (:

and and i saw the house that im living in approx. 1 month time.
its really really big, i tell you. and to make me feel extra better today.
my parents said that i can finally have my own room. how cool is that.
super, i know. hahaha.
i cant wait! (:

so i just got home. tmrw me&mummy going to spring clean the house so the agent could come by and take a look. (: so its hardworking nabila mode on. haha.

xoxo. byeee!

ps: im so in love with twilight esp edward cullen.
that i could watch the movie over and over again! (: yeah!