i never think of it that way, i was just being foolish and being stupid. again! lol! i guess from sitting at home too much and doing nothing at home really brings out the worse in me. all i do is think, think and think!! and see where it leads me? negative thoughts! all i need now is some fresh air, my sweet gfs and cigarettes will make me all better. (: to relax my mind, body and soul.

and to my sweet & crazy lil baby gundu, im sorry if i ever doubted you. im sorry i never trusted you. im sorry i never believe u. u told me to trust you, but i didnt even give it a lil try. i admit i was wrong. all those times u said those three words & eight letters, and all i reply you was okay. im sorry.. i guess i just wasnt ready to say it to you. like to your face, maybe not yet. you are sweet for not leaving me, you are too kind to be angry with me everytime i said okay, to be with me, you are being patience and to endure my stupid and unnecessary lil tantrums, you are being crazy. hehehe. (: for that...