I HATE IT!!! i hate life to be precise. i just dont like it if things dont go my way. but WTH? who does? u tell me. im having my holidays, so let me just have a little fun.. i wanna go out, have fun and let me *insert any vulgar word* live a little. ive been tolerating with you since the day i know ALL your *insert any vulgar word* dirty lil secrets. what
you have done to my family. u think i like u now? NO! NEVER!! i regret being nice to you, being such an angel infront of you. so u wont feel how much my family hates you. but just now, u just blew it.. BLEW IT!!

right now, all im thinking is how much i regret living in JB. sucks to the core man! it really screw my life up. AARRGGH!! living here is so much better.. with my friends around me and its much easier for me to get around. gawd!! why must my life turns out this way? i just wish i could turn back time. and back to where i was before all this. please somebody. i just wish everything would work out. i wanna talk to my parents about this. wish me luck pple?

spend time with baby yesterday, instead of studying. so naturally, i blew off my POA paper. and my BZE too. gyeah, im basically screwed and dead. just wait for my results which will show a huge F on it. just wait for it.. hmm.. so baby and i talked alot yesterday. basically about our past, present and the future. baby, i really need you to trust me on this. ok bby? i love you.. i really mean it this time.((: